[JTL Day 210] Open Source Investigation part 3 - Equality

Continuing on how exploring Open Source:

• [JTL Day 208] Open Source Investigation part 1
• [JTL Day 209] Open Source Investigation part 2 - Is it really Free?

I write about my ideas of how I would imagine a world system.

It is a crucial point of realizing - "what is best for all" is also being judged as 'not possible' by referring to the diversity of people and their apparent variety of their interest, needs - thus giving up on even considering what it could mean, therefore never considering how could be acted upon this principle actually.

Instead of focusing to the differences, we could also investigate the common ground for all - what is the same within all humans, what are the points within we are all actually equals?

This is simple: physical reality - within this real-m, we all have needs what are physical: air, water, food, shelter, just to mention the very basics and even health care, education could be added as really important to have to live as a capable, healthy human being in this world.

These points can not be neglected within our own lives, to our families, otherwise things quickly become unbearable and would end terribly, therefore in fact we all equally need these to have access to - and to actually deny this point of equality for all of us is simply a deliberate ignorance.

Yet many can and will have reasons and justifications for why accepting OTHERS to suffer while ensuring our needs first is allowable - mostly because of the limitations the individuals have which multiplies and becomes common ground - but actually who is responsible for a person being limited? The crucial point is to realize the abdication of self-responsibility - because from the moment of blame and projection abdicates this responsibility - in a way ANY responsibility - one might lose the ability to change - oneself and the reality as well toward the obvious better.

Thus it is very important to realize to be able to question our own reasoning, decisions, conclusions, reactions, otherwise we might end up accepting limitation without being aware of it and carrying out actions or stand downs based on our not really cross-referenced decisions but accepted consequences accumulated into (physical) manifestations.

To take credit from me, that we are all literally equals might not seem as relevant as one's own reactions, but there are ways to expand from Self-interest, which is always wanting to be right - it's a decision obviously, especially to realize that individually, personally no one wants to be left out from to have a right for living.

It's an interesting play out - because if someone would tell me that there is a wider perspective of understanding available, wherein it becomes obvious that equality is not just a philosophy, an idealistic poetry but actual facts right here in front of our noses, then how can we dare to disregard this option without investigating, being absolutely sure that it's not the truth - "There is no such thing as truth, only denial of what is here." - once a man said that and changed the world forever starting with SELF and pointing to what is actually happening HERE on earth and we all gave into the mind-fuck of that "it is alright to accept abuse and rape and murder, famine and wars".
If one walks through this mind-delusion will realize that it is the fundamental principle here that we are always equal and one with and as all we accept and allow, therefore it means we are simply responsible.
For me there was no way back once I've realized this - and who denies it without actually, really, thoroughly investigating the possibility, the actuality, the reality of that we all should have dignified life with food, shelter, water etc.
The most relevant point is to change seems impossible, too slow, there are powerful 'interests' who want to block equality and peace while in fact we are doing the same even at areas within our own lives where we can actually have a choice to make a difference.

And to not see these choices which are based on previously made decisions - it's not common sense.

By considering the points of needs of all equally and cross-referencing these within actual current facts of how humans are living on Earth - it's easy to realize that we are disregarding points of equality, what are obvious, especially when we would consider on personally accepting and allowing - participating and even directing man-made manifestations to influence, direct human lives such as law, politics, education with government, law-enforcement, schools - and unless these 'establishments' do not consider the obvious equality points - these are compromised the same way as our perception on how we see things based on our own interest, which is mostly influenced, built upon acceptance of fear - therefore to face this fear - one must investigate what exact points are triggering this fear, what actually happens within oneself before and during the reactions of fear.

And based on this, when one tries to explain why can disregard others physical needs, what are equal to one's needs - then it is to realize that disregard is based on some kind of fear - no matter how subtle, layered, forgotten, disregarded etc.

It can become obvious when one cannot or don't want to comprehend the opposite scenario of one's opinion, thus herein the equal needs and eventually the right for fundamental requirements of physical living for all humans unconditionally.

How this all comes to the ideal world to imagine? Or even to the 'philosophy' of Open Source?

First of all - if anyone has more than enough while somebody else is lacking - and I still consider on basic physical requirements, such as food, water, shelter, health care, education - then it is obvious that unless everyone is not fed, supported at least to be able to not just survive, but to be nurtured to become a healthy being - then the 'goal' is obvious.

Especially when considering the fact that there is more than enough food in this world and it could be distributed efficiently if that would be the interest of us, as individuals and humanity as a whole as well.

So for now I do not envision beyond this simple point and unless this is not physically manifested, established as obviously default - there is so much to learn, understand and manifest.

Also it is important to acknowledge that perceptions, judgements coming from one's mind, which is busy with reactions to inner conflicts/frictions - cannot and will not be able to grasp how reality actually works because everything's grasped is being filtered through one's mind, which is existing within conflict, thus seeing everything through those exact conflicts, opposites, automatic definitions, reactions based on one's interest.

Therefore if anyone states that best for all cannot be manifested, while accepting and allowing to be influenced, changed with thoughts, feelings, emotions without self-direction, self-knowledge, self-honesty and principle, consistency, integrity - it's simply a perception what can not be taken seriously.

How the world is functioning is also a reflection of how individual beings are living in relation to their own mind, body and beingness expressed upon their surroundings, reality.

This says that any practical change based on common sense has to start with self, from inside to outside and it starts with a decision to reveal all what's not obvious, understood, known, because it is to realize - most of the people has goodwill, yet not being capable to stand up to something this obvious, such as famine, lack of health care etc - it is to acknowledge that we are being influenced within our minds what we do not yet comprehend.

It is to face how one can react based on self-definition, established belief based on perception, accepting fear which through one can compromise absolute integrity with all of the facts in this world, because if if we look at personalities - mostly people react according to personal interest, agenda or relevance. If we were able to look all things as they are - without the labels, annotations, definitions, reactions of our own mind - all would remain would be facts.

All facts are equals, however if I focus to one fact - "fact - I - on" - I am not seeing the whole, only part of it, thus what I can understand within the dynamic, holistic, global perspective is not fact.

I do not mean that to understand anything within this world, we always have to see everything as a whole, because it's not practical, especially from the current 'human condition, limited by the mind', but to conclude what we perceive as absolute, to what we base our life to build on are might not be that true, therefore we can easily compromise our own perception of how we see, understand how things are, therefore how we decide, act upon is also influenced, limited by our own perception.

Therefore it is a must to first investigate and sort out these perceptions, especially when something is based on reaction to fear - regardless of what kind of fear - fear of loss, fear of change, fear of fear.

And with decomposing, stopping fear one thing will fall step by step - the delusion of separation.

When we let all fear go - there will be no me and them anymore - and if still so - then it is known that there is still fear within one's self-definition.

That's all of this idealistic rant for today - this is my dream, idea and so to speak 'hope' - that to realize what are facts, which are real and what are of fear, which are not real - yet what we act upon, we manifest consequences, which will remain here.

To reflect back all of this into the idea of 'Open Source' - it is a concept what also can be used to demonstrate and utilize for how we also can re-align and change our own existence from scratch within our mind, physical reality equally to actually live Openly.

It is not that difficult to establish the recognition of that we are not aware of how our own mind works - and yet it is possible to learn.

I use the analogy of Closed source as a Self-Dishonest Man in relation to Open Source as a Self-Honest Man with the following points:

• A Self-Dishonest man does not understand how one's mind is operating or what are the physical consequences for all life of this. This is like there is a program running within our mind, body which we do not understand, yet we 'use it', we live according to it, we trust it
• A Self-Honest man is capable and willing to investigate and understand how and why his/her mind is functioning and being able to see the source code as it is Open and Transparent, even can be changed with understanding and practical skills by changing the program of it to explore practical ways to take responsibility for the outcome/consequences of one's starting point and actions.

There is this saying "There is always a way." - and another "I have not failed - just learned hundreds of ways what didn't work."

I've been gifted with the practical skills of software engineering - being able to investigate problems, plan and develop code, functionality, behavior for problems to solve - and there is always limitation - yet still - also there is also always a way to get it done, it is always about the technique and awareness, presence and consistency of application of how things are getting solved and the dedication becomes practical experience and within such: this gift is also a direction based on decision.

Also we can learn from what is here, in the system, for instance: corporations - they are exploring ways what we never considered to get there yet it is here - nanobots, stealth military drones, websites serving billions of people, nuclear-laser-fusion energy....dog knows what technology, yet we still not recognize that we abdicate responsibility for the most imperative point: who we are as LIFE.
Within this aspect: Open Source means that the Source, from which we build Physical Life must be Open for all participants.

We also cannot have the excuse for that the system is too big, the amount, the mass, the data is too much to handle in a fluid way to all have practical access for the basic needs, because within a recent available technology, for instance with a singular video card(which is for supporting the computer to calculate and show graphics on screen), there are billions of transistors and gigabytes of memories with many-many processors being capable of calculating data so quickly and efficiently that actually there would not be needed much more for being capable of supporting Open Source Society - if we would invest and direct ourselves to research and develop, test and establish such systems.

Also to realize that the current world system as money system is overgrown us and acts like a consciousness system - conglomerated by each individual human participant within it and apparently very few of them are able to reflect back on how they are acting according to all other participants equally.

It is apparently like the sword what can't cut itself through, we still bash and lash on the consequences of who we are within ourselves yet never considering to open up this one simple point by stepping back for a moment to see what is always here: SELF.

So for me Open Source is not only a software methodology, not even 'just' a way to transform society, government in order to give as we would like to receive on individual and global level, but it can be a WAY to take responsibility not just as some creatures, but also AS Creation AND Creator as well - sharing is caring, giving is receiving and by doing this - to even take this responsibility for who we are and how we can change ourselves in order to stop conflict within ourselves and among each other.

How we think, feel, react to can be changed and I am not talking about genetic engineering, breeding, mutation, those are also consequence-plays, but actually - it is Self-honesty, Self-forgiveness, Self-direction supported by writing, sounding and acting Living Words as SELF as PHYSICAL with what we can give for ourselves a new chance, a change according to what is best for all.

The idea of being a creator by changing our beingness is in fact the most honoring thing we could do by actually standing up as responsible as equal as creation - and this responsibility is here, regardless of we take it or not - if the current system accepts abuse and I do so - I am the system, I am responsible - therefore a Self-honest way is to investigate, change, apply unconditionally.

This can give so many advantages I cannot list them here but the most relevant would be that if we re-establish our beingness starting point as Self Here as Equal as One with and as all what is here in the Physical - as Existence, as all Life - then there is no fall from this 'location' - because wherever and whatever will come - "I am always HERE" - All what is here is SELF and this gives stability, consistency, integrity. And as foggy this can sound, actually it can be lived very simply and practically in each moment equally. Just if one is incapable of - should know, that a process awaits to be walked - the Self-realization, for give as would like to receive - for Self - for Others - all as Equal as One as Life.

So my idea of free world would be like this:
-A system is here to ensure all have access to food, shelter, water, health care, education, using technology, whatever to work practically
-No one is being accepted who would try to overcome the basic right for a healthy living for anyone
-Understand the idea of freedom, not as currently, as using free will as excuse and justification for abuse, but for all to give a dignified life, being free from the fear
-Facilities to support for overcoming fear - fear from overpopulation, fear from loss, fear from fear

This seems like utopia - only some science fiction movies showed this kind of way but if we investigate how the systems are established on earth today - there are ways actually which through this could be manifested - but currently there are things placed within our mind, in the system to keep us away from the truth, which is simply what is going on here and how we are giving away our individual power. But this knowledge seems like Closed Source, in fact it is Open, but we have to investigate and apply to change to open ourselves too based on these principles, most importantly: Self-honesty.
This is what Equal Life Foundation is busy with, the individuals, 'simple' persons, like me are standing up and together to educate, investigate, research and manifest practical solutions to all have a dignified life.
One can only work on self-realization until a point from where there is no self as individual but as all equal, on this planet within this current system, embracing all the facts here.

• http://livingincome.me/
• https://www.facebook.com/BasicIncomeGuaranteedByEqualLifeFoundation
• https://www.youtube.com/user/LivingIncome

[JTL 138] Why I promote Living Income Guaranteed?

There are many reasons for why one can support/promote Living Income Guaranteed, there are quite some dedicated websites, articles, videos, I simply add my reasons here as I have found this as very important to get recognized, understood for what it means as the implementation of it depends on the people who realize their responsibility not only for themselves and their direct reality but all of humanity as a whole as well. This apparently hidden aspect of ourselves will be more and more revealed and realized as our accepted, maintained human system escalates to greater inequality and abuse and destruction.

Actually it is also important to realize the relationship of the individual human being with humanity as a whole as an equal and one relationship, which means what it describes: that any individual single human being is actually equal and one with all of humanity here - regardless of one is being aware of it or not - each individual is equally responsible for all what is here as we are all equally of the same substances, of the same Earth, of the same Life Essence.

Obviously it does not mean each humans has to do and be the same - but each has to understand the basic concept of our existence which is, surprisingly: give as you would like to receive: equality.

Is that even means you receive as you give? Well, first of all how we can expect something from others what we deny to even theoretically grant to them?

Is that totally cool to have food, shelter, water, health care while others do not receive such fundamental support for living?

THEN one can say he/she does not have the power, the knowledge, the directive to practically be able to CHANGE the current system towards a one which would give life-support unconditionally for all.

That would be a concept which Earth has not yet seen - but most people declare this to be impossible, because it is challenging and requires us to CHANGE individually.

THEN one can also say, there are levels of responsibilities which looks like ends with people's family, partner, even village or city by stating: "I am barely able to maintain myself, not even able to consider others, all others."

There are not much people who just can say: alright, I have worked enough, achieved enough, I am fulfilled, now I want to do other things, for other people  - no, most people do remain busy to maintain their living until their last breath.

If we see the human being as what it is: it's obvious that beyond healthy food, water, shelter, health care what forms one's beingness the most: is education, cultural imprints.

Teaching is the most important factor within a human's life if the basic needs are met - so it is obvious that how one is being educated will impact how will be able to see, be, move and actually 'live' in the system.

What is the system: our external creation, one and equal reflection of ourselves: System of rules and regulations, laws and order, mutual agreement among people what actually determines who can do what and actually how.

It is so fascinating to see - if I look back - I was not aware of these simple things - I was so busy in my head with all of my looping thoughts, trigger-able feelings, blurry emotions, avoiding my fears, chasing my desires being occupied so much to not be able to see the most simplistic points within existence which can be applied to all equally(needing food, shelter, health care, education).

I was also busy fighting for my own survival, working for my own goodies, but I was never satisfied really - as I was busy manifesting my dreams - I realized I can not participate effectively in the system as I feel like I am abusing others with the current money system rules - so my attempt was to leave the world/money-system, as I thought - "If I do not participate in it, then I am not 'responsible' so then I am really good, so then I can continue enjoying 'my life' ".

That did not work out - basically I was too split and conflicted mostly - so then I was wondering how to actually be content and satisfied - and then there was this idea of 'others' what I did not get really, only from 'my' point of view: I could only enjoy being 'myself' if I could be sure(by facts) that others are also enjoying their living.

This sounds like a free ticket in the asylum as this really fucks up the ego: only enjoy myself if I could did already all for others? In this world, with 7 billions of people how the dirty **** I could get that done?  Especially seeing the history and realizing no one did this before.

Then for a while I was screwed with mind-fucks like enlightenment and spirituality as there was this wild desire to be able to become effective, capable, stable, powerful, whole - so then I tried with those methods and eventually I had to realize these are for 'experiences' and not 'facts'.

Disregarding physical rules, systems, laws, dynamics especially with those what are strongly determining our daily experiences such as money system, capitalism while focusing to heavens, after-lifes, buddhas, energies, states of consciousness of course did not really assist me with more understanding on practical level on Earth how to change to be what would be in the benefit of all beings.

After realizing that for me zen, buddhism, meditation, energies, chakras, sacred geometry, psychedelic drugs did not help - these showed glimpses sure and then I've became obsessed with these experiences and I was still busy avoiding, judging lawyers, businessmen, politicians, celebrities as judging them being lost and denying responsibility while I felt powerless and unlucky but then I had to realize - there is nothing in this existence what I can stand as separated from - that separation is me in and as my own mind - my personal Jesus being fool-loved in the forms energy of my thoughts, feelings, emotions - which are again only: experiences, not lasting.

I've got slaps in my face, I had to realize that the accumulation of disregarding my own personal physical life by praising experiences, looking always forward from here for what I desire - became automatic, I've became obsessed with ideas unrelated to physical until I did not lose almost everything, even my physical life as I was so busy with experiences I did not see what I was causing.
After facing some eye-opener accidents, consequences I realized if I do not move myself, I will sacrifice my physical body in my one of energetic rushes for some experiences, which will then end with my total failure to satisfy myself with the simple point of being myself who I can enjoy just be as I was always sure that if I would die now, I die before I could really become who I really can be, what frustrated me more than anything, so I was able to question myself to consider new paradigms, to let go ideas, obsessions and beliefs and started to investigate more what is real, what is real power which then lead me to find the Desteni guys, with the huge amount of material to study.

Desteni I Process(which is referring to a process what each 'I' can walk who takes responsibility) is here for to assist us to understand these basics of our living: that each of us has a mind which can be programmed, in fact already programmed to accept what is here currently.

It is possible to understand how we actually are directly responsible how our mind perceives, how our beingness feels, how we react, what we enjoy, what we don't but these things are not taught in schools.

To understand that each singular thought also has consequence, that emotions are the result of programming the mind and in fact how we accumulated to be who we are today, just to mention allowing a 'civilization' which year by year causes 30 thousand kids to die which is fact and it is not 'positive', sure - but unless we do not face the facts - it is not possible to change those.
That is why it is difficult to speak up - people will judge the facts as 'negative' while can not direct their own mind to stop 'judging, feeling negative' therefore they will feel shitty so much so then they become unable to 'enjoy' their life because all of the abuse is obvious.
But walking with Desteni I realized it is about to not judge, just see what it is and not be defined by our experiences - as once Bernard told me when I asked him about shall I take a job what I judged as dirty he said: -"If you judge the Matrix, it got you".

My initial and most 'strong' resistance and reaction to share and promote Desteni I Process and Living Income to people is that there are people who actually 'feel' alright, cool, their life is not struggle and they can enjoy being human - as some of the people's reaction around me was that
-"Why constantly forgiving yourself, why don't just forgive yourself completely once and for all and then simply enjoy living?"
My answer was something like this:
-"Well, I would not do self-forgiveness if I would not need it, you can believe that, I'd be the most glad to be able to stand and say: I have forgiven all and in fact changed all aspects of me what was not fully who I really am."

But I do not know - as the 'devil is in the details' - to the utmost specificity, just like with any other physical creation: just see a computer, a cellphone - everything in it's design is very specific and perfect in order to work properly and I do not become aware how to make such things just 'contemplating on it: "computer computer computer" unless I am exactly aware of all why's and how's and then it is still a 'theory' what must be placed in physical practical reality.
It is not enough to learn driving a car from a book - I have to allow my body to learn doing it, first of all physically learning to understand the dynamics, to change those without thinking - or with guitar chords - I know all basic chords now, but I can not play songs as I have to learn to use the strumming, the melodies, the tempo, the fretting specifically, one by one to accumulate into a practical knowledge.

So first of all - Self-forgiveness is about becoming aware of actually who I am(what is actually all what is here, the concept of separation is also a thought of the mind).

It is an ability to see myself: I see what I have accepted and allowed in my existence ALREADY.

To even realize the extent I've manifested myself today here, I must realize what is here, which seems ridiculous, but once one dares to try Self-forgiveness can quickly realize: Self-forgiveness is the perfect reflection of who we really are:
If one refuses to forgive what has been already accepted and allowed to manifest in this world, meaning how exactly in physical world one is responsible for it - while does not want to change it or not knowing how to do so - always sounds like a "fuck you" to those who struggle, survive, fight and die while they facing being rejected as not accessing the basic needs for physical living.

And there is this experience <- -="" versus=""> physical reality apparent opposition thing which also twists a bit as humans define themselves according to experiences - feeling good, feeling shit, feeling okay - seems like the most powerful card in this game to prove that one is just as cool as currently being and nothing needs to change, nothing to forgive only being stimulated to have good experiences.

As within this blog and many-many other Journey to Life blogs - it is about the patterns what we exist as without being aware of: one point reveals an other and it can go as the layers, the webs of the consciousness definitions, rules, personalities, imprints are everywhere. I did 'examples on how Self-forgiveness is actually a Self-awareness reflection: as what I give for myself - and then in physical I can see: do I really give for myself a new chance or I just say it? So then it is how reflects: am I what I say or I am split between words and actions? How I do not see the exact differences of my words and my actions and what I experience while I participate within reality?

Forging experiences what overwhelm the senses of physical facts - experiences seem more intense in the mind than the reality within one is - so then to promote experience beyond facts is also a favorable - which means if I feel good, then it is more relevant than 'they do not feel good' - and there is nothing more to do but finding reasons, justifications, excuses for accepting my experiences as 'positive' being more important as their experience of 'negative' within the delusion of 'freedom' -

 "I seemed to be free to choose my experiences to be relevant, so others also can 'freely' choose experiences what they feel good about."

And then to not being able to grasp how experiences in the human mind are created, stimulated, obsessed with; means one is not able to understand why actually experiencing what, which is in fact the opposite of any definition of 'freedom' as one had no choice within becoming who one currently is: for that the specific understanding is required about how actions and consequences really accumulated.

But simply accepting experiences, accepting thoughts, accepting feelings as 'self' - is like a random possibility to 'maybe able to grasp how all are equally requiring food, shelter, health care, education'.

What I wanted to pronounce here is that there are many people who do actually feel good/great, have access to resources and blatantly able to go on like that without realizing that those who have are always more responsible to share with those who do not have.

Who do not have resources - naming it: money - do not have much choice as their only choice currently is to get food, shelter, water, health care somehow or they will be refused, rejected, disregarded.

Just try it out - go to an other country without a coin and feel good - especially after becoming ill and not having the support - I know this on personal experience: when I was in India alone without money, support and I was very-very sick - the whole world was different: I was able to focus to only the basics: eat, rest, try to be better and eventually somehow be able to return to Europe where I can get support from family, health care system etc to get healed. It is very difficult in a place like India, Bihar to fully recover from sickness without support, without money. And I was 'lucky' as I was able to learn, try and study a lot before being exposed to that, so I had abilities what most uneducated people do not 'get'. Just consider those who can not read/write - what chance they get on a decent living? Who is responsible?

Facing this world directly without the pink eye-glass already feels bad, especially when we consider facts - the billion people in poverty - to be able to consider ourselves just as equal as they are - requires ability to put myself into their shoes. No 'strings attached', no experience, no explanation - just factual reality.

Desteni message is not fluffy, it is about enslavement to realize, to prepare us to stand up and take responsibility to stop it - it is obvious that the silly idea of 'there are more responsible people' does not work, like politicians who then screw up - only they are responsible? What about the people who vote and allow them to rant with all the power what people has given permission to use? What about our current education system what is not teaching about reality, the mind, self, energies, existence but history of accumulation of acceptance of abuse, deceit, so fucking proud of our civilized standards which is basically continuous genocide and suppression - just look at the current Syria - just being screwed up for centuries and it will not be stopped and the survived people are homeless, exhausted, starving.

Myself I have never starved really - but when I did not eat for some days properly I've became quite frustrated, irritated, reactive, weak when I did not eat for a day for instance and then I have eaten, rested - but to live like that for days, weeks, years - sometimes I wonder why people still do not pillage the malls but then I realize because of the fear of being detained, shot, tortured, abused, killed- all the government is doing is protecting ourselves from each other, really - I am not sympathizing with it, it should be different, for instance implementing Living Income Guaranteed, but in fact only the government and it's system establishments are what is preventing the hungry, frustrated and rejected people to simply take what they lack by force.
But even the law enforcement will not stand a chance to stop the crowd if people will get to the point of even that is better if they are being shot than starving and being abused for decades.

That government is what we are all equal with - and those frustrated people are also ourselves.

It is time to compass us with the principle of Equality and Oneness to realize how each of us are capable to take responsibility and live as an example for all.

So my time is nearly over for today but for understanding what ALL equally need such as food, shelter, health care, education does not require to finish university nor ancient babbling scripts, neither repeating foreign mantras for energy persuaded by charismatic masters or taking mind-blowing drugs to barely be able to speak or walk properly - to simply just see our own basic needs: yaaay - it is the same for all.

To neglect that, to disregard that, to ignore that is problem, is actually a result of such accumulation which did not consider all facts, all participants with common sense.

There are actually real people who approach Desteni Group with understanding what is the Liveable Income Guaranteed and why it would be really the best for all participants - but it is not a requirement - for some as I was - it is a process to understand - first get out of personal maze to able to see and study physical reality which I was stimulated to by fed up the internal conflicts first to realize: I have no idea why these conflicts I re-create and actually how - and slowly but surely understanding how to actually stop the inner conflict, the doubt, the fear, the desire, the paraNOISE of the mind which is an instant self-reflection internal machine what we indentify ourselves with: that is problem, not only for individual living but for all participants within this human system.

Money goes almost everywhere and until each do not have access to it, which means surviving, living, growing - then there is always a division: those who have and accepting those who do not have.

Living Income means for those who do not have: there is a system maintained by all to give - unconditionally, just like the word LOVE would indicate.

For me it is obvious that our concept of love is of the mind, of experiences, feelings, of personal priority - love is a concept what is always compromised by our self-accepted limitation which is in fact who we have became.

To correct this, to re-align ourselves with such idea of 'unconditional love' would indicate the idea of 'no man left behind' - as if love is not applied to all - then that love is conditional, there is this interest which divides us within perception which is always responsibility as it has impact on physical reality, wherein, as who we exist on Earth all equally.

With Desteni I Process online self-support courses (starting with the free DIP LITE course) one can learn to understand, to change, to take self-responsibility.

If one has already programmed self-acceptances and allowances - might not want to understand their  action's consequences - even if it has impact on others - this is problem, which can be changed step by step - focusing on education(DIP, EQAFE) and supporting ourselves, our children to be able to develop common sense, be able to understand facts and realizing how the mind works which can be a tool but certainly not our starting point as energy which is just an accumulated result of our separation from who we are here in and as the physical.

See - being physical is not 'less' - identifying ourselves with consciousness systems is not 'more' - is actually less and money is just a manifestation, a representation of our separation from equality with ourselves.

Personally what went through within me in regards to money in my life was the following in the last ten years:
-Ahh, shit I do not have money for what I want to do in this world, this world sucks, humanity is fucked
-Ah fuck, I still want to do what I wanted, I have to work hard to get what I want, this still does not worthy, especially becoming a money-monger, even to participate with money feels dirty
-OMG, I've managed to escape from money system, I can live, however somebody always pays something for me, yet I can still not get what I really wanted(music instruments were these in that time)
-Olala, I do not want to say in my last moments that 'because of lack of money I did not live who I wanted to be, even when I could work as I have professions, skills, diligence, so I choose to go back into the money system and actually work
-Okay, I work and I get my instruments IN the money system, but as I see this system, it is not so cool with all just as with me - this system is full of crap - I can get what I want, but what about others?
This always bugged me, especially coming from poor family - even if I have spared some money in the last month - if my family members are lacking basic needs (for instance this winter proper shelter) - it just does not 'feel' right to buy an other expensive musical instrument while my family is freezing out as their heating system is wrecked, has to be repaired.

So then it is obvious what is the priority - even if I do not have ever that instrument(what I doubt, I can work) - somehow within Self-honesty it is obvious which is more important.

As those who march on streets in bulk for stuff what seems to be personally important for 'experiences' - will not be solution - it's like the Ship of Fools - each wants something yet not seeing the whole ship will sink while all are divided with their own, apparently 'original and valid' idea of their freedom.

I am certainly not against gay marriage, sure I support, but there are much more eager points to solve than this, such as the cannibalistic, vampire nature of our relationship with experiences, physical, life, energy, each other with the capitalism, even with the cost of destructing each other not seeing it is directly self-harm.

So Desteni I Process is also assisting and supporting many how to understand, find, develop, share Self-honesty not only on personal but on universal scale. I walk the DIP course since a while and still there much to go and previously I have finished quite some school, education out there and I never stop learning new skills but what this course shows is that us, as current humans are not understanding who and how we really are - and this course is challenging our addiction to our mind, to our energetic experiences, to our excuses and justifications for why we accept one billion people today existing below poverty line and they every day suffer more than we, who we have all fancy gadgets could ever imagine - and we have money, we have time, we have some resources, they don't.
We can not wait for the rich to save us - no one will do so - each has to stand up and as within my standing up - I suggest also to stand up with Self-honesty while becoming the living example and share ourselves by using common sense, sharing realizations and understandings what we directly walked through - phobias, fears, desires, addictions - those can be sorted out if one is dedicated and able to develop practical Self-honesty.
 
So for today that's about the current human system - and it is Common Sense and Self-honesty to be able to understand real, physical priorities - and if one lacks of these understandings, there is no excuse, there are specific facilities, courses, groups to assist to learn practical common sense, self-honesty.

For a mother it is not required to explain the child needs support - yet within the failure of that mostly all mothers of earth are in this bubble of 'my child is the most beautiful, most important' - which is then also requires remediation, self-support to stand for all life and actually what it would mean to do it practically, in this current system, today, tomorrow.

Living Income Guaranteed is a more practical, common sensical answer for the current human system's need than anything before. It is not a product what we just take and it is in effect but we must find practical ways to make it working - with current technology it is possible the redistribution of resources, the needs and goods to all. All reactions to this, to practical equality is our accepted mind stepping in automatically - that can be also understood within specificity.
At Desteni there are educators, teachers who walk already as an example since quite some years, proven that principled living is very possible and human can change themselves with dedication, consistency and motivation.

The Basic Income Grant is very cool stuff, study it, but as it is proposed, not practical, not really a solution, so that's why the Income should not be just basic, but a decent, LIVEABLE.

And there are significant differences with BIG - but the idea is the same: love thy neighbor as thyself in a practical, measurable mannerism in and as the physical reality, where our bodies with their needs are.

There are forums, discussions, chats, videos, articles, blogs, vlogs about the topic, it will be more obvious for more and more people as the system becomes extremely polarized until everyone gets it: it is about how we manage equality to manifest in the physical level.

That is why all mysticism, spirituality, religions fail big time - more and more 'scandals' come out as they disregard physical facts, priorities, common sense with separation, definition, excuses and justifications for why to accept abuse what is happening each day and to solve that always starts with the basic needs for all - until that is compromised, there is no such thing what would be more important, not even kneeling down to our own mind's creations to beg for better experiences.

That's all for today, thank you very much, I suggest to study Living Income Guaranteed:

Living Income Guaranteed website
Living Income Guaranteed facebook group
Living Income Guaranteed youtube group-hangouts 

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[JTL 84] Egyenlőség - valóság morfondírozás

Folyton írok, ez egy folyamat, egy döntés, egy munka, egy utazás, egy nyilvános átalakulás, ez egy csoportos aktivitás: 7 Évnyi út az Életbe[7 years of Journey to Life]

Egyfajta morfondírozás az "egyenlőség" szó körül ma, mi kijött:

Az az álláspontom, hogy valójában, abból a szempontból, ami igazán számít: mindenki egyenlő.

Ezzel az embereknek baja van, ellenállást mutatnak, vitatkoznak, érveket hoznak fel nekem, miért is nincs így.
Aztán rájövök, hogy félnek elveszteni azt, amijük van - valószínű úgy vélik, valamiért joguk van arra, hogy ők egyenlőbbek legyenek, mint mások, hacsak nem úgy értik, hogy ők kevésbé akarnak "egyenlőbbek" lenni.
Ez legalább olyan, mint az "igazság" akkor - szubjektív, persze ha embereket kérdezek, s hát a leggyakorlatiasabban ez ott jön le, hogy ki mennyit keres és azáltal az élete körülménye, minősége, jellege is változó, egyáltalán nem egyenlő.
Ezt az emberek próbálják igazolni, megmagyarázni úgy, ahogy a jelenlegi rendszer van valójában védeni. (Vagy támadni)
Meg, hogy van akinek kevesebb jár valami oknál fogva, legyen az ilyen bőrű, olyan korú, amolyan nézőpontú, emennyire kiképzett vagy olyannyira beképzelt.

Egy ideig ezekre reagáltam, mintha attól tartottam volna, hogy ha nem tudom "visszaérvelni" rendesen ezeket egytől egyig, akkor elbizonytalanodhatom, elkeseredhetek, magányossá és renegáttá válhatok, feladom a harcot.

Egyenesen az volt a paranoiám, hogy ha azt tapasztalom, hogy valaki ezt (a mindenkiben meglévő egyenlőséget) nem látja be, akkor az én direkt felelősségem ott és akkor "meggyőzni", hogy márpedig valójában egyenlőek vagyunk, mert ha ő így marad, akkor nem fogja a létét eképpen megélni és akkor az én "egyenlőségérzetem" is kompromittált.

Azáltal definiálnom stabilitást és önbizalmat, hogy mások hogyan és miként reagálnak rám, persze merő tévút.

Küldetésként éreztem, hogy nekem ki kell fejtenem, el kell magyaráznom mindenkinek, hogy miért is az egység és egyenlőség az egyetlen valódi alapelv az univerzumban, mert különben magamra maradok.

Aztán rájöttem, ezek ők, nekem nem kell mindenkinek magyarázkodnom, hogy miért nem értik: az az ő felelősségük.

Realizáltam, hogy magamnak magyarázkodom. Mások általában nem veszik ezeket a dolgokat, mindenki elfoglalt és különbenis úgy definiálták a felnőttéválást, hogy ezáltal jutnak létük értelmének konklúzióira, vagy konzekvensen "nem jutnak konklúzióra" nevű konklúzióban maradnak.

Ez a kényszer, hogy meggyőzzem, úgymond "segítsem" az egyént elmúlt, vagy hogy-hogy nem, de egy pontban sűrűsödött: egy látszólag mesebeli szépségben, aki úgy tűnik, olyasmi, mint én.

Egy ideig olyan partnerem volt, aki folyton azt állította, hogy mi ugyanolyanok vagyunk, ugyanazt csináljuk s ugyanaz fele haladunk, míg sosem értett egyet ezzel az egyenlősség-felelősség ponttal és én hiába írtam, beszéltem hónapokig, szinte évekig, sosem volt közös megyezés, tettben sosem volt egység és egyenlőség köztünk a legalapvetőbb dolgokban sem. Az idő és tér nem hazudik.

Ez ugyanaz volt, ahogy másokhoz is hozzáálltam, csak ez kissé intenzívebb volt, mert itt már nem "babra" ment a játék, személyes küldetésem volt, hogy megértse, mert akkor a konfliktusaink, problémáink nagyrésze új fényt kapna, hiszen ebből a szempontból nézve nemcsak lehet végre látni a problémákat, de azok tartalmaznák a megoldást is direktben.

Ez pár évig lefoglalt, s szintén küldetésnek definiáltam, hogy képes legyek elmagyarázni, kifejteni, bebizonyítani másoknak, hogy miért és hogyan is vagyunk mindannyian egyek és egyenlőek egymással, mind fizikai, mind tapasztalás szintjén és bárminemű elválasztás, pusztán a félelemből adódó egó-elme energiareakció visszacsatolás rendszer virtuális tükörterme, melyet akarattal, megfelelő kiindulóponttal, az Egység és Egyenlőség alapelv folyamatos figyelembevételével és az Önmegbocsátás módszerével meg lehet érteni, le lehet bontani, át lehet rajta látni és a gyakorlatban meghaladni.

De aztán rájöttem, azért akarom folyton másoknak bizonyítani, hogy közben magamnak is direktebb, közvetlenebb legyen, mert addig csak egy információ, egy adat volt a fejemben, amit feltételekhez kötötten alkalmaztam, s olyankor "haladtam", de amikor az önnös elmém tükörtermében külső/belső konstellációk következtében másokra vetítettem ítéleteim, aggódásaim, paranoiáim s akkor pusztán magamtól menekültem el és ez az egész "mindenkinek bebizonyítom" megszállottság személyisgég aktiválódott, mert addig se kellett a kiindulópontom látni, hogy valójában abban a pillanatban nem élem az alapelvet, az Egység és Egyenlőség mindig mindennel, amit tapasztalok, amiben részt veszek, mind tudatilag, mind fizikailag.

Ez kissé Don-Quijote-harc-szerűség, mert valójában azért tettem, mert magam nem éltem ezt és ezt figyeltem mindenki másban, s ezért másoknak akartam "segíteni", ahelyett, hogy magamon segítenék.

Mert ha magam, mint alapelv megélem, kifejezem, stabilizálom, akkor ez valóság. Ezáltal támogatom magam és valójában másokat is: magam vagyok az élő példa.
Különben csak okoskodás, száraz, élettapasztalat nélküli információ, amit mások, csupán hallván nem igazán tudnak hasznosítani, mert ez pont arról szól, hogy a valóságban alkalmazni.

Ezért a legtöbb, amit tehetek, hogy őszinte vagyok magammal, s amit látok magamban, hogy nem az a kiindulópontom azzal kapcsolatban, hogy abszolút őszinte vagyok magammal, azt megvizsgálom, leállítom.

S ha valaki látja, hogy ez ügyben megváltoztam, mert nyilvánvaló tény, akkor esetleg megkérdezni, hogy van ez, hogy csináltam, miért is, akkor már van egy gyakorlati referenciám, amiben bízok, amit átlátok, mert az saját magam, itt, s azt már meg tudom osztani.

Ez nem jelenti azt, hogy tudok "segíteni" a másiknak, inkább csak meg tudom osztani, nekem hogyan is működik, s esetleg ez alapján ő szintén elkezdheti a nyomozást, a munkát, a hitek, illúziók, remények kipucolását, mert azok nem igazán segítenek az önismeretben, az ön-stabilizálásban, az önbizalom és én-meghaladás valódi művészetében.

Ez az én-meghaladás is inkább nevezendő én-kitágításnak, mert az énképem nem elfolytom, letagadom, hanem alkalmazom az egyszerű elvet, hogy másnak is azt kívánom, amit magamnak szeretnék, azt adom, amit szívesen kapnék, egy és egyenlő.

Az egó merőben egy agyzaj, amire rászoktunk zavarunkban, a gondolatok, érzelmek, hangulatok önnös önmagunk virtuális csapdájába csalt tér-időben elveszett töredék-reakcióinak ciklikus viharában másnak is azt kívánni, amit magunknak: szintén egy és egyenlő a kiindulóponttunkkal: "hagyjanak békén, hagy csináljam, ami nekem jó, én elviselem őket, ők is viseljenek el, a világban szabad a gazda, bárki lehet sikeres, aki meg nem, hát akkor az is a szabadság része" - ezek tipikus agyzajok, melyekkel az ember felelős a környezetében történt bántásnak, pusztításnak és a mindannyiunkban létező életerő figyelmen kívül hagyásának.

Nyilvánvaló, hogy mindenkinek szüksége van enni-, innivalóra, menedékre, fizikai gondoskodásra - s egy olyan rendszerben élni, melyben ez nincs egyenlően tiszteletben tartva mindenki számára - szintén az alapelv, hogy most és itt kik vagyunk direkt kinyilatkoztatódása mindannyiunk által: egy és egyenlő az egyén azzal, amit elfogad és megenged.

A valóság, az igazi én, a lét értelme és az emberi mivoltunk gyökere és célja mindannyiunkat foglalkoztat, aki képes megkapni/megteremteni/megszerezni a túlélésen s az önszórakoztatáson túli pillanatokat és a jelenlegi állapotunkban ez nem is mindig mindenki számára egyértelmű.

Eleve nyilvánvaló tény, hogy az emberi rendszer, mind ahogy az egyén is egy és egyenlő viszonyban létezik, mint a globális teljesség, mint a látszólag jelentéktelen, apró halandó egyéni emberi mivoltunk között: a jelenlegi rendszerben az elménk hajtóereje, energiája belül, ami táplálja a gondolatok, hangulatok, érzelmek, kedvek, személyiségek, karakterek mátrixát ugyanaz, mint ami a civilizációnkban hajtja a gazdasági, politikai, vallási rendszereket: pénz.

Ahogy nem megoldás az emberek agyát sem kihúzni az elme hálójából egy pillanat alatt - a szimbiózis teljes, az együttlétezés a nem valódi, egó-tudat rendszerekkel egy és egyenlő az életesszenciát lélegző lénnyel, amiből ha kihúzom az "áramot", az egész összeroskad, leáll. Nincs, mi hajtsa, rendszerben és úgymond "életben" tartsa.

Ugyanaz a mostani emberi rendszerrel is: a pénzt nem húzhatjuk ki egy perc alatt az emberiség tudatából, mert e köré épült, ez hajtja, ez hatja, ez vezeti és enélkül káosz és pusztulás, összeomlás lenne.

A pénz maga nem egy eszeveszett baromság - nem kell mindenkinek mindent megtermelnie - a probléma a nem egyenlő elosztásában rejlik, a hiearchiák, a titkok, az elkülönült és pusztán önérdekből létező, kaszinó gazdasági rendszerben van: Százból egy nyer, a többi veszít. Az egy gazdag, a többi szegény. Az egy nyertes az anyagi fölényével azon van, hogy a 99 többi abban reménykedjen, hogy szintén nyerhet, különben megdöntenék az egész rendszert, de ahelyett azon vannak, hogy folyton túléljenek, megszerezzék a töredékét annak, amit az egyetlen egy százalék birtokol, aki mellesleg arra bérel fel pár vesztest, hogy azt híresztelje, hogy bárki bármikor nyerhet.

A nyertesek törvényeket hoznak, hadseregeket, média-egó-katalizátor rendszereket vetnek be, titkokat tartanak, elrejtenek, manipulálnak, a vesztesek engedelmeskednek, lázadnak, éheznek és fáznak és hiába a sok filozófia, ez egyre rosszabb, sőt már a környezetünk is pusztul - napjaink nyilvánvalóan meg vannak számlálva, mind ivóvíz, élővilág szempontjából.

Jelenleg igen felkapott trend az AlapJövedelem, "Basic Income" - ezek az általuk közölt formában nem igazán jelentenek megoldást a problémára, mert az az alapjövedelem, amit nyújtanának, egy "elfogadható" életkörülményt nem nyújt, annak csak töredékét. Nyilvánvalóan legalább annyi kéne járjon, ami mindenki számára "elfogadható" - konkrétan, te, kedves?! olvasó, neked mi az elfogadható jövedelem, amivel úgy látod, "rendesen" megélsz? Na, az kéne "járjon" mindenkinek!

A mostani rendszer, civilizáció, ami emberi sorsunk fizikai következménye, megnyilvánulása abban kristályosodott ki, hogy államok, törvények, politikai és gazdasági erők szabják meg az egyén körülményeit, impulzusait, programozását.

Az ember egy szerves robot - ha tetszik, ha nem: programozható, különben nem lenne iskola. A fizikai test mi más, mint programozható életesszencia; nos ez felelősség: nem illik a génekre fogni az asszonyverést, igaz? Főleg negyven év után már biztos nem "apu miatt van" - amit elfogadok, felelős vagyok érte, főleg ha az az én élet-szentélyem: lélegzet-esszencia templomom, mint a fizikai testem.

De ahogy ez a jelenlegi "én"-kép, célok, érdekek, paranoiák és elmezajok a mostani energia-pénz-kaszinó rendszer (talán csaló?) nyertesei által be van programozva, ugyanúgy azt is be lehet programozni az emberi húsba, sejtbe(tudattalan/tudatalatti/tudat), hogy mindenki a valóságban megértse, hogy mik az egészséges, virágzó emberi élethez szükséges alapfeltételek és azokat másoktól megvonni nem szép dolog, ha már mindenki annyi pénzt tud áldozni a szépérzék oltárán, az sem lenne igazán nagy áldozat, hogy olyan alapképzést kapna a rendszerben mindenki, amiben valóban, még kisgyerekként megérti, hogy minden ember egyenlő a Föld szemszögéből, s ezt törvényi, gazdasági, politikai szinten lehet meghatározni, kinyilvánítani, megteremteni, ezért a lázadó aktivizmus, a forradalmi ellenállások, a jótékonykodó szappanbuborékok nyilvánvalóan nem a megoldást, pusztán a probléma elfogadását erősítik, s az igazi egyenlőség valóban megvalósítani az Emberi Jogokat, amiket aztán mindenkinek nyilvánvalóan biztosítunk is. Ez már egy irányelv, egy cél, egy gól, egy motiváció, amely mindenképpen mérhető: TÉNYleg van vagy tényleg nincs. Nem vélemény vagy érdekfüggő. Nem statisztika, nem eszme, nem hitvallás: objektív valóság.

Érdekes ilyenekről írni, főleg, hogy jópár évig főleg úgymond "spirituális", "tudatkutató", "pszichonauta", "jógi", "sámán", "művész" titulusok mögé bújtam, dagasztottam önmagamtól megrészegült bölcsességem, míg egyszercsak a tudatlufi kipukkant: a fizikai valóság ITT van. Mindenekfeletti, mindenható és valójában mindentudó, mindennel egy és egyenlő. Mi kell még ennél több, mi elég ennél kevesebb?

Este elalszom, reggel ugyanitt van: a testem maga a fizikai valóság, nem is annak része, hanem az, MAGA - már-már természetfeletti magázódásom feléje, amitől tudatommal, elmémmel, tanult képzésemmel elkülönültnek tapasztalom kicsi én-em a hatalmasnak vélt fizikai valóság teremtésétől, mint felelősségem konkrét határaként isteni hatalmam megnyilvánulásától: saját testemtől. Ha már isten fogalmat ide merem írni, számomra a fizikai valóság, az anyag az isten: az emberi tudat pusztán én-tudat, nem ön-tudat, nem élet-tudat, élet-figyelembevétel - s az anyagi valóság az, ami volt, van és lesz: míg az emberi tudat keletkezik, változik, megszűnik ebben a fizikai valóságban, amely felfogható, megtapasztalható, ám nem az elmével, nem tudattal, nem buddhával, nem definícióval, nem dualitással, nem tudomással, hanem direkt, közvetlen léttel.
Hozzá kell tegyem, ez NEM az, amikor drogokkal élvez az ember: az még mindig az elme, annak egyvelege, összefolyt rendszere, képlékeny reagense - azon túl sok-sok minden van, mi vár a bátor és merész emberkére, ha lemond tudatáról, tudásáról, nem-tudásáról és nem-nem tudásáról!

Számtalan ember promótálja, a tudat(uk), a tapasztalat(uk) valódibb, fontosabb, mint a testük - mégis folyton etetik, itatják, kényeztetik önmaguk által elkülönült fizikai valóságtestük, amiről mégsem képesek lemondani.

Ez már egy olyan pont, ami rehabilitációt, visszatérést, munkát igényel: visszaállítani, megszerezni a "valóságképet", mi is valójában valódi, szerencsére a józan paraszti észt használván lehetséges: a test által befolyásolható, irányítható a tapasztalás, a tudat. A tudat egy következménye a testtől való elkülönülésnek, annak teljességének tagadásának.

Minek tudat-kodni, mikor lehet direktbe tapasztalni, jelen lenni, átélni, megélni?

Tudatosítani, tudatára ébredni, tudni mind-mind már egy következménye az elkülönülési paranoiának az elme-egó önérdek elburjánzásának, melynek során az egyén önmagát előbbre helyezi, mint ahol, aképpen van: a fizikai valóság.

Testem, több milliárd sejtem együttes létezését, mindennapjait, pillanatait, folyamatait, működéseit éntudatom csak merőben képzeli, az énképem, akivel azonosultam, a gyakorlati tapasztalásom ugyanúgy pusztán absztrakt, szimbólikus a fizikai valóságban létrejött teremtésemről, mint a többi emberi egyedről, másokról, azokkal való dinamikus kölcsönhatásomról: nem érdekem, nem érdekes? Mi a valódi érdek, ha nem a valódi érdem, ami mindenkinek érdekes, érdekes?

Mi a valódi érték, ami valóságban mindannyiunknak érdeke, érdeme?

Mi az, ami az egyénnek a legjobb, ha nem az, ami minden egyénnek a legjobb?
Ami mindenkinek jó magában foglalja azt, hogy az egyénnek is jó.

Az egyénnek a legjobb, ami mindenkinek a legjobb - vagy ha nem, mi a baj az egyénnel?

Mi az, ami Mindenkinek a legjobb?

Enni, inni mindenkinek jó - ettől megvonva létezni mindenkinek rossz.

Egy olyan rendszerben élni, lenni, azt elfogadni és fenntartani, ahol az emberek egy tizede például nem jut egészséges ivóvízhez kemény felelősség: az egység és egyenlőség alapelv alapján az vagyok, amit elfogadok és megengedek.

Ehhez nem kell tíz évet kolostorban handabandázni, húsz évet kicsavart testpózokban pislogni, de még csak öt évig agyfolyasztó szintetikus polaritás-szinesztéziában táncolni sem - minden ITT van, mint önmagunk, egy és egyenlő, a kérdés, hogy vajon mi hol vagyunk?

Köszönöm.