[JTL Day 200] Military application is not LIFE

This is a sort of response/review to an article I just went through:

http://csglobe.com/human-like-skin-aircraft-development/

Aircraft to be made from ‘human-like skin’ to enable them to feel damage and monitor their health while flying with many smaller smart sensors on the surface of the plane by processing big data.

It is indeed sounding quite cool and as a quite predictable and almost obvious 'evolutionary' step towards AI applied within aerodynamics.

What is also obvious that what is the starting point and the reason for the research, which is:

military 'application' - meaning bombing and rocketing the shit out of anything it's commanded to.

I see as the human system is not really evolving beyond it's so to speak 'original' bestiary within the exponential development of the art of self-destruction by perfecting the efficiency the destruction of it's own species and anything being in the way as well, but it is undeniable that the military 'application' is becoming extremely efficient.

Obviously the 'investors' who pump billions into these projects are selling these inventions with the motivation of profit - it is the blood of our interest, the current system has accumulated into such a manifested consequence that only those gained so much financial abundance that are the best within profit making and thus doing what is we are good within - profit, greed and destruction.

Quoting from the article:

"According to one analyst, this technology could go far beyond military."

and

"In the future we could see more robust defense platforms that are capable of more complex missions whilst reducing the need for routine maintenance checks. There are also wider civilian applications for the concept which we are exploring.”

And it's just an article, why I am bashing, right - but we all know how serious the military thing is among humans. Just search to the words 'military expo' or as I did visit some war-raged country like Cambodia where millions were killed by armies - or look up some warmonger country's military statistics - it is insane - and still profiting.

So after all - when the military giga-industry-complex is reaching the next level of it's evolution ("defense" platform and "complex missions") - it can also be sold to the 'public' - or how they refer it to as 'civilian' applications.

I mean it's all in the words - there is military 'application' and there is civilized 'application', and second one might can be considered as the opposite of military as within what we are all beast, military means killing: de-mans stripped away any honoring for life and lost within the consciousness wars of over-saturated fear-polarities of superimposed self-interest.

When I was kid, I was also enjoying playing with toy-soldiers, planes, I was fascinated with aeroplanes, I have built and glued F15 and F-18 models and I have learned so much about these things - I was at army air shows and I was there in the military airbase touching these magnificent creations - as they surely are - but when I really figured out what in fact these are being used for within what exact political and financial circumstances, it was all over and I never could look or think at these planes with the same admiration again.

It is so ingrained within the human mind system that self-defense is so fucking important in the name of that we have the right to kill, the right to preemtively seek and destroy and it is that what we accept and allow within our mind with the self-imposed righteousness and manifesting that as equal as one within our external human system as well in governments, states, countries, armies weaving our each and every single individual tiny consents into the invisible yet obvious consensus for accepting war, oppression, genocide and even the very concept of military 'application' to exist within our neighborhood.

I deliberately say 'neighborhood', because with these high technologies there is not a single square meter on this planet what can not be over watched by live satellite feed to directly be able to guide the most harmful and deadly military 'application' in a short period of time - not to mention the most surreal arming up of local police forces, so after all - we are all the stakes here, not just the third world as we allowed to be reflected back with our original brainwash up to the point of now becoming more and more obvious that this is a neo-feudalist totalitarian corporate enslavement system wherein any resistance triggers a brutal, desensitizing, deeply disturbing 'military application'.

On the same site where the article comes from, in an other article the author wrote this after a rant about a new, secret superweapon:

The US is all about warfare, not welfare of humanity. We have millions of people who cannot get a job with good pay, to pay off ridiculous student loans. However, there is always money to kill and destroy what humanity has built. No healthcare, no free education like other industrialized countries; only war, war, and endless wars.

Even the most peaceful public demonstration can become a bloodbath and let us all remind to the most horrendous fact that this is still our, individual responsibility to care and act about given away to the government systems and their representatives and any more blame/showing the finger/fist will accumulate into more direct and 'physical' retaliation thus it is imperative to see/realize/understand that at this point any resistance/revolution/fight is futile. That was never the real solution as after all if we look at the timeline what we call as history - which has never really existed really - as it is in the name - it is not my story, it is the winner's - his story, which is certainly not SELF.

If we look at the point of what is SELF - what in fact that can be? Is there anything really like or close to the word or it's meaning of SELF?

Is the military SELF?

Am I self?

Am I my self or who has self, oneself, all our selves? Am I self or flesh? Who is then really selfless? What is the meaning of this?

So after this philosophical head scratching - leapfrogging back to the topic of aeroplane evolution and technology, it is certain that no individual human being has directive power in this world, any, none - whoever states differently must be able to prove it's opposite and then it is certain that as never really proved it then it is yet to come and we should not wait for that either but be the living example of what we want to get and give equally.

I find ANY military 'application' as unacceptable and the demilitarization is the only way to really find ourselves onto the path of being able to grasp what it would consist of to be 'civilized', meaning there is no any financial gain accepted and allowed on earth by anyone being left behind starved or lacking any basic requirement for a nurturing healthy living, not talking about their oppression or even killing.

Sure many refer to extremist belief-systems so vengeful that they lean to the consideration of allowing to induce 'extinction' of whole nations in order to 'solve' conflicts which is then coming back into full circle of the fundamental fact that humans has never ever changed really, just the technology became more efficient, but actual real unconditional care, support, love never existed - only in fractions, temporary fluctuations - anyone disagrees just try to go to a third world country without a coin and just get sick and see what comes next, try to get food, shelter, health care and realize the facts that money determines who lives how and until there is profit from hunger, it is all the same just different pictures. Basic requirements for all human - transcending the fear of overpopulation and actually do something about education, transparent equal opportunities for all.

That is where civilization could start but until that is not given, not manifested, stabilized - we are the very beast of this existence and that is why there is no mercy for any living on this earth existing currently - anyone and everyone can and inevitably will die just like that in a snap without any continuation.

Remember that when hearing or watching the news about military 'application'.

Still, so to speak feeling myself close to this - soul-dier/sold-deer - which is like an ability to have compassion with the loss of war - which is not a feeling or a mood anymore as it was before - but emerges as a will, a discipline to stand up to and as in this human system as a directive principle for accumulate actions what would manifest demilitarization.

This already sounds insane for the single-minded human, I know - especially with the inherent paranoia within humanity that 'if I do not have an army then other countries who have might conquer us suddenly' - thus it is a wider perspective we must embrace for the practical application but it is still possible - I mean everything is possible if we all stand up to it's making - just look at how much development and 'application' can be designed to automatize to mass-produce aeroplane with a handful of scientists: human-like feeler smart-sensory-skinned aeroplane consciousness systems - it could and will be really cool for instance preventing crashes or malfunctions just let us skip the gigantic sized military budget and directly give that to the people - so if we all stand up to life values and it's walkable way which is practical, physical equality.

And it is a brainwashing to automatically judge 'practical equality' by prioritizing and auto-cast-systematizing humans based on perceptions/intelligence/skills/skin tone/geographical location but those judgements are based only fear, nothing else - thus can and should be transcended with the simple realization that the only way out from this closed system to be fucked up again and again within the constant time loop of deliberate forgetfulness is the equalization of energy, resources, money, basic requirements for a nurturing living within the simple act of giving as we would like to receive.

And just to imagine how much effort is now being diverted away from the benefit from the children/education/welfare/environment/real civilization into this ruthless/lifeless/anti-love militarization accepted by the voters, financed by the capitalists allowed by the law, being the consent given by each individuals altogether without being aware of their power given away as responsibility.

And it is not about who stands up against the surreal militarization and war propaganda and utter destruction of whole populations, but it is rather about who does not stand up to this - and to start resonating that this can not continue like that anymore and within that realizing that the only power we have currently is to learn to be organized with the same efficiency as the pro-wars do, us, individuals, one by one accumulated into a flow what can not be ignored and disregarded anymore and with the current system's rules, 'thermodynamics' - not by attacking, because as George Carlin states:

"think about the concept of Flamethrowers. Because we have them. We don't have them, the army has. That's right, we don't have any flamethrowers. I'd say we are fucked if we have to go against the army, wouldn't you?"

But with investigation it is clear that as how the 'pro-war' interests use the currently sold ways to accumulate power referred as 'democracy' - it can be also used the same way with the interest of LIFE, but for that we must study/let go/transcend our perceived differences/opposite views by realizing the priority for physical, touchable, 'real' love and to manifest, accumulate directive power into people's/group's who are indeed principled to manifest a system what is best for all equally.

And on about education - observing coming the army into the city - showing weapon systems, tanks to the children, hiring cute women, playing cool music, putting balloons to the tank and let the kids rush it - kind of weird to observe it when we consider what these things really are...

Also it is to educate and actively being educated about understanding that there is a way actually what would really be the best for all, it is not a philosophical term which is like a fairy tale - many human beings state that war and destruction is within human nature and best for all can not be manifested because there is always disagreement, and even many state that it is simply impossible to all agree on wanting the same because then it would not be real freedom anymore.

So from technological development through military 'application' we arrive to the concept of 'freedom' which would indicate a state of being able to do anything without the limit or the worry or need for considering consequence

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- OR freedom could even mean to being able to express with the PREVENTION of manifesting such consequences which are deliberately harming others.

Thus real freedom would mean not harming at all otherwise it is only perceived freedom from individual level but objectively it is not so.

Therefore the true concept of freedom can only entail the concept of 'what is best for all participants'.

To debate with that it is certainly possible but I am not bound to argue for limitation and after all - who wants to protect a deliberate abusive system and in the name of what interest? Is it real SELF-interest or just being the lack of the realization of Self-is-in-the-rest?

Alright - check out these awesome links and be 'free' to dare to 'do something' - or 'feel' 'free' to dare 'not to do something' - either way: enjoy breath!

• https://www.facebook.com/dawnwarnomore
• https://eqafe.com/p/master-of-war-life-review
• http://warnomore.wordpress.com/education/
• http://eleonoragozzini.wordpress.com/2014/07/15/day-434-sderot-and-the-fun-of-watching-people-die/
• http://www.globalresearch.ca/pity-the-children-violence-against-children-has-become-an-epidemic/5390510
• http://www.globalresearch.ca/the-privatization-of-war-mercenaries-private-military-and-security-companies-pmsc/21826

[JTL 146] Positive and negative... part 2 - Correction I.

Continuing on

• [JTL 145] Positive and negative energetic delusions part 1  

with Self-corrective statements to stop the habit of going virtual.

I start with quoting from this blog link:

2012: Directions for Ascension – How to know you’re Ascending into the right Direction:

 "The “Religion of the Self” – this “Self” is what we’ve defined as ‘who we are’ in/as our Minds as the conglomeration of Personalities through which we live this “Self” and the protector and defender of all of one’s Personalities is the EGO which is the one that will rear its head in attacking anything/anyone that in any way represents a threat to having to change this “Self” in any way whatsoever."

 For more, read further at the blog, I continue with self-correction statements here:

 When and as I define my real physical living and having the starting point of the self-definition is how things are in reality and wanting to rely on definitions of who I am and how things are I STOP, I breathe, I trust myself to be here and re-align myself to apply common sense and letting go the fear of not knowing, the fear of failure, the fear of pain, the fear of myself, the fear of fear.

When and as I see that I think about something and having feelings, energetic reactions - I realize I am going into the past-created mind-personality which is in fact the EGO to protect my perceived self for surviving, for remaining who I've defined myself to be therefore I let it all go and I re-align myself to be here, be aware of the physical, the body, the senses, surroundings and the breath of my human physical body as myself.

When and as I experience doubt, uncertainty, worry, fear - I stop, I realize I go into self-definitions, I go into personality, I go into mind, thoughts, feelings so I direct myself to stop, stop for a moment and let all go and breathe, just breathe and embrace the physical presence and stabilizing myself here.

When and as I experience anxiety about what I do, what would happen, about interaction with others, using mass transit and facing thousands of people very closely - I realize that the reality is here and if I define it by thoughts, feel about what is here by energetic feelings as positive and negative - I am trying to superimpose the presence with the past wherein I gave permission to my virtual self to direct me so I literally stop for a moment and in one breath I re-align myself to focus to what is physically here.

When and as I worry and fear that without thinking, feeling, having emotions I am not able to be, operate, work, be effective, be a living human being - I realize that it is the worry, the fear what is blocking me in the moment to see that by exactly those what I fear to let go I am not able to fully be, operate, work, live to the utmost potential of who I can be with direct amalgamation of all what is here without the need of act of separation of thinking - so I stop, I stop, I stop until I am clear within and I act.

When and as I feel I can not trust in and as myself without thoughts, thinking, the little voice, the little me, the backchat, the silent whisperer, the god within me as the mind of inner reflection of myself - I realize this is the greatest con I've been subjected to by believing that with the inner separation I can be myself so I let it all go and explore what is beyond definitions, thoughts.

When and as I face difficulty to stop a thought-pattern within me what is re- and reoccurring and in any way whatsoever I miss moments directly here - I realize I do require self-investigation, self-forgiveness, self-correction and self-commitments to write, to voice, to act as equal as one to re-mediate myself from the energetic possession of my self-accepted limitations.

When and as I am using the act of separation by myself defining/judging and go into the action of defining/judging towards an apparently 'separate' subject of my definition - I realize about that I already allowed polarity separation of comparison by words to stand for me, tell me what is it and until I do not question, understand, stop that - I am unable to stand equal and one with the 'subject' of my definition, therefore I will be never whole with that point of myself, so I apply common sense, and I stop, stop defining, stop thinking, stop relying on past conclusions, I breathe, and I re-align myself to stand and act here undefined.

When and as I automatically feel myself in a way and I am unaware of all dimensions about it in myself, in physical reality - it is questionable, it can not be trusted, so I breathe, I apply common sense and let go the need for comparison, definition, feeling to tell me who I am.

When and as I feel like I am unable to do something without feeling, without positive feeling, without the starting point of stopping the negative feeling - I realize I am programmed and I am limited by circumstances what I do not direct therefore I stop acting by definition, I act with direct decision and self-trust within breathing presence physically.

When and as I feel like I am unable to direct my life, an aspect of my life, a social part of my life wherein I feel overwhelmed or pushed, suppressed or excluded - I realize it is the comparison within me what fucks up direct presence, direct power of myself here and I realize within writing about it I can support myself to see the points first and understand how I am accepting self-limitation which by I automatically allow being directed by forces and energies, events and circumstances to direct me, so I direct myself to sit down and write it out.

When and as I allow a thought that I to not have time, I do not need to write out the inner judgments, comparisons within - I realize it is also a self-accepted limitation within fear of change, fear of facing self, fear of not having enough time for myself so I realize - with this I actually give the time for myself to change and become more effective, start living.

When and as I feel like I am unable to move without positive energies, without being motivated by wanting to stop negative energies I realize I allowed myself to define myself according to energy, according to feelings, which to I've became addicted to and I do require to stop, to let go, to transcend within practically which starts with writing, self-correction, self-forgiveness, self-commitment and within living it out I see that I am able to let go the energetic dependency.

When and as I am not seeing why energetic reactions of positive and negative within my mind and body is self-delusion I realize that all energies have the source of 'PHYSICAL' here which is the body what requires to be supported by food, shelter, water, health care so in fact when I feel good - I rely on the physical support, without that I would not have power over my energies within myself who I've defined myself to be therefore I realize that those who has no access to proper food, shelter, water, health care are subjected to physical and energetic experiences what they can not direct, they can suffer from so the solution is to give what I want to receive within practically doing something to ensure that all gets it.

When and as I feel so fucking good I realize that it is because I have a position in the capitalistic system wherein I can nurture my body to experience myself good and within neglecting others who do not have such support in the system I actually say them 'fuck you' so I realize that it is not about myself but all equally and when I am feeling good because I neglect reality wherein all exists just as like me equally.

When and as I feel good when I do not have to worry and consider others, to take care fellow humans I realize that it is of self-definition, of fear, of energy of losing myself who I've defined myself to be as positive what with I defined I can not experience when facing reality what I've defined as negative therefore using excuses to why I do not ACT according to what is best not only for myself but others, then I realize I virtually created within and nurtured an image of self which is EGO what I commit myself to stop with the practical tools of Desteni I Process to be able to face all beings that I do not chose to say to them 'fuck you' but let go all what is not practical for manifesting what is best for all, at least on the physical level of food, shelter, education, health care, water, which is the first priority to really manifest live, love, compassion in this world.

I commit myself to LIVE the self-corrections I write, to find practical ways to become the words I write and say and act.
I commit myself to stop the comparison within my mind instead of trusting my whole beingness to be able to direct myself and take responsibility for all what is here.

to be continued

[JTL 137] Slowing down part 2

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After a long ranting and raving, I continue walking Slowing down:

I've finished how I see myself compromised with the idea of freedom and the actual freedom - and if I am not fully present - it happens automatically, meaning for instance thinking that one who has no home is free to go anywhere however it is not likely if one as no money, so then a thought comes that: freedom: travel anywhere: only if money: I do not have that much money: I should have reason why I do not have - and more reactions can come and all is some sort of inner friction.

As Joao Jesus expressed it in music: "Only I can change myself" - check out his downloadable most excellent music at EQAFE:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I do not actually change, but I constantly prove myself having the ability to change, with I actually change but not as directly as I could.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself within being able to change, whatever I behave like based on decision, motivation and direction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use energy to change, to stimulate myself with energy to change, and not realizing that without the energy, I stop changing, I stop myself, I am dependent on energy, it is not directly who I am but according to stimulation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to prove myself being able to change instead of directly change myself without any inner reaction, any doubt, worry, fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define perfection according to a feeling I've defined myself to feel when I expose my senses to art.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define values according to feelings I have being stimulated by vision, hearing, touch, taste, smell.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that all I've ever existed that I've defined who I am and limited myself to only defining myself to be who I am according to actually what I did.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that for self-judgment I've defined myself who I am to be able to have a feeling reaction about myself as positive or negative or neutral and participating within society I defined what is good and bad based on these feelings.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I compromise my direct sensing by automatic, apparently 'free' associations towards experiences however in fact these are automatic.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that speeding up within with energy is not means that myself actually speeding up but the self-accepted self-definitions as information flows to not needing to face what is here undefined, without prejudice.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define having definitions, judgments, thoughts, backchats about things, persons, events, objects in my reality as good, great, cool because believing that it helps me to decide what I want based on conclusions I made in the past for instance thinking is cool because making me smart and never investigating what it is exactly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define thinking as cool because believing that makes me smart and not realizing that the existing fear I accept that without thoughts I am not smart enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry to not having energy, to not feel energetic, to not be able to direct myself regardless of energies which I feel in my mind such as thoughts, feelings, emotions.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that slowing down within when thoughts start to move, to breathe and present myself literally here within physical and direct myself to disregard the thoughts and understand the dynamics of thought, the origin of the thought, the solution physically to prevent the thought emerging and allowing myself to be possessed with.

An example of such thought:

I have no time, I do not have enough money for buying time to do what I really want to do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I do not have enough time for what I want to do and not realizing that time is attention I give to what I prioritize.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use justification that I do not have enough time and money to move effectively and using this as excuse to not walk through my self-defined, self-accepted, self-created limitations in order to not change, to not take responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that within not taking responsibility for what I accept and allow in fact I allow myself to be inferior towards creation here therefore I use feeling inferior reaction to accept self-limitation until I do not realize I must face and stop reacting and direct myself to let it go.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to use effective timing and scheduling in order to not create friction and stress within about not having enough time and using polarities to define myself about how much I am limited by lack of time meanwhile in fact I simply do not use scheduling time within being overwhelmed, possessed, occupied with thoughts, feelings reaction what I've allowed myself to define as more important, interesting than the things I've defined as priority.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to be aware of that there is an ideal imagination of myself who I want to be and there is an actual physical manifestation of myself and the two is not the same so by having the starting point and definition point of the ideal/imagined/desired self and the actual self and that already creates friction, energy which compounds, influences, directs me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myselt to think and believe that I do have to have an ideal self imagination to participate with without actually considering who I really am in and as the physical currently.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I've defined who I am according to personality based on the specific belief that I do need to move faster in my mind than physically and defining my reality based on the mind and disregard physical and not seeing that this creates friction, energy within me which cause feelings, energetic experiences, moods wherein I am completely obsessed with inner experiences while excluding physical reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a belief that I do require to speed up within, collect as much energy as I can with I can change myself, therefore to accept inner conflict and friction and turmoil seems natural because it will generate energies within what I've defined as being alive, moving faster, feeling energetic while in fact all what happens is that I overcharge my mind of thoughts, feelings, emotions which I've defined myself to be and not realizing that the source, the origin, the reality of me is here in and as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not face and investigate, deal and practically stop each and every single entry of my self-accepted inner speeding up within what I do not realize how each inner reaction is programmed to stimulate the next within what I am constantly occupied and in fact lost within consciousness as perceived knowledge and information.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that expressing mysef within physical breathing I am actively moving myself here as beingness and stopping myself as thoughts, energetic experiences.

I forgive myself that I have not realized and understood that stopping thoughts within does not make me less smart, but more present, constant, stable, therefore to have any excuse for why I allow thoughts freely rant in my head is not valid, only consciousness knowledge I use to tell me who I am while in and as the physical I exist as the flesh.

I forgive myself that I have never considered the physical beingness as the most direct, full and living expression of myself and believing that who I am is of consciousness, of thoughts and not realizing that I can exist without thought but I can not exist effectively within being occupied with thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to be self-honest with myself to the degree to realize that when I think - actually I worry, I fear and the thought pattern is the reflection of the inner fear of loss which I do not allow myself to see, understand, realize why and how I exactly manifest the speciftic thought pattern within as a result of energetic experience of perception of separation based on fear of loss.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to slow down within to the degree while breathing within and as physical breathing to see how thoughts are being triggered from what experiences and realize that in fact it is my decision to accept and allow this energetic experience within the belief that it is myself, that it is required for my living, that it is who I am and not seeing that each thought is the limitation reflection of the past.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to investigate Earth existence, people, ways and methods to realize that thinking is a con, wherein thought is the result of the starting point of existing within fear and inferiority in regards to existence, consciousness, ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight energies within the belief that I can dominate my energies to quiet them down and not realizing that within fighting I am split and whatever I do - I am not in equillibrium but of friction and the solution is to stop, stop participate, to let go, to breathe within quiet mind and disregard energy, judgment, fear.

When and as I see that I am moving faster within that I could see each movement within of why and how I react - I slow down, I breathe, I feel the physical, I sense my reality and I realize that it is not about how much or how fast I move within my quantum mind but in and as the physical here what is being shared with all other beings.

When and as I feel I do not have energy, I stop, I breathe, I realize I allow thoughts and feelings to tell me how and who I am instead of using common sense and realize my physical location and take responsibility for what I accept and allow, specifically to use energy of the mind of reactions instead of directly exist as physical.

-Resisting the physical as self:
(I suggest if you did not yet walked through this: God of Man: The Physical )

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, think that if I stop participate in the mind and I stick to physical here, then I am only an organic robot, a zombie, a machine within the belief that without thoughts, feelins I am not man and not realizing that who I am as man is not because of thoughts, feelings, emotions but who I am physically here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think, believe, perceive that the physical is less, lesser, less important, relevant or valid, real than the consciousness mind energetic experiences and never slow down within to the degree and be self-honest about it to realize: the source is the physical, the consciousness is dependent of the physical.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that existing within the starting point of consciousness, such as energies, emotiones, feelings, love is not valid as accepts and allows abuse in and as the physical in beings, humans, children, women based on knowledge and information being superimposed to the flesh what must be stopped by a process of self-realization of investigating and releasing all points which are not relevant within practical, effective, life-supporting existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel more powerful, smart, wise, ethernal or anything what feels good within and as consciousness by thoughts, feelings, emotions and not realizing that it is not real and when the body dies, consciousness stops as there is no source, energy-source to supply anymore, therefore to disregard physical means disregard real life, to accept abuse on physical level in this existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not learn how to exist within and as the physical and how it is in fact much direct and real living when not using mind consciousness to tell me who I am, to not having thoughts to echo back who I supposed to be.

I forgive myself that I have never realized that the Self-realization means to be able to stand within and as the flesh within this existence but not of this existence, to exist within consciousness systems, but not of consciousness systems, to embrace the mind and understanding it, but not participate in it, meaning stopping the addiction of thinkinig, feeling, desiring, worrying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to slow down within by using thought-reaction energy and wanting to bombard, shock, overcharge my mind in order to stop instead of realizing that slowing down is physical process and to each and every inner reaction what comes up automatically can be understood and stopped one by one.

When and as I do not feel the breath physically - I realize I lost presence, I stop, I physically re-align myself as being here, breathing, slowing down within, letting go of patterns within and realizing: I am actually here, as touch, as feel, as smell, as presence.

When and as somebody states that consciousness, mind, energy, feelings are important, greater, superior, more real, more cool than the physical - I stop reacting within - I stop resisting to argue - I realize it is not about what I talk or feel, but what I act in and as the physical, so I realize it is about living an example of starting point as the physical as life.

When and as I see that someone is stating that physical is just lesser I do not go into reaction, I realize it is the being's individual process what I face and who I am is what I express, so I am presence, direction, physical expression here.

When and as I worry that someone would disagree with me that being the physical as more relevant instead of consciousness - I realize it is obvious, I do not have to prove it - rather than I can see what points I allow being triggered within and I take responsibility to stop it and if I see appliable - I speak up naturally, I express how I see the point to assist and support myself and others as well.

When and as I see that I can not explain what I see, understand, realize - I slow down within and I realize I can only simplify and slow down within and express who I am within self-honesty and not allowing any point within to oppose, argue, prove or persuade anything and when I see the impulse to do so - I realize I am not present but of thoughts, feelings, worry, separation, polarity - so I stop, I slow down within, I let go all what I experience and I simply focus to what is here, what is common sense.

I commit myself to find practical ways to slow down within and realize that it is my starting point as life and when I do compromise my inner quietness I commit myself to apply the tools provided by desteni to support myself to re-align myself with flesh of life which is who I am and take responsibility for.

to be continued

I suggest if you are not aware of these tools and how support and assist ourselves to check out Desteni I Process Lite free online self-direction course to get familiar with the Process of Self-forgiveness, which is actually the act of god: to understand and take responsibility for our own creation and have the ability and actually do change ourselves according to what is good, not only for self but for all. Investigate solutions what claim to be 'what is best for all' - do not trust anything by default - just as Jesus suggested, "investigate all things and keep which is good".

[JTL 86] Robotból Istenné

 Tekintsük az embert csak eme iromány erejéig úgy, mint egy számítógép.

A számítógép, bárki akárhogy is állítja, egy roppant egyszerű elven épült gép, alapvetően nagyon kevés dolgot tud csinálni:
-adatokat tárolni, azok között alapvető matematikai műveleteket végezni

Különféle helyeken vannak az adatok tárolva és különféle műveletekből felépített művelet-struktúrákról beszélünk.

Különféle logikai rendszerek léteznek, a legismertebb a hagyományos, "arisztotelészi" logika, melyben van igaz és hamis, és, vagy, kizáró vagy és a tagadás.

A számítógép egy fizikai platform, melyen az energia-áram áthaladva úgymond végrehajtja ezeket a logikai rendszereket, működik.

Ami működteti, a számítógép-program, melyben vannak
-definíciók ( dokumentum neve=hello.doc)
-feltételek(Ha létezik c:\hello.doc, olvasd be soronként)
-ciklusok(Amíg van még sor, amit nem olvastam be a hello.doc-ból, következő sor beolvasása)

Ezekkel igen egyszerűen lehet leírni problémákat bizonyos programnyelvek használatával, ezekre számtalan tananyag van a neten.

Amire viszont most fókuszálunk, az a Fuzzy logika, magyarul úgy hívják "elmosódott" logika. (http://hu.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elmos%C3%B3dott_halmazok_logik%C3%A1ja )

"A tágabb értelemben vett fuzzy logika alapját képezi a fuzzy számítógépes rendszereknek, melyek szemben a szokványos rendszerekkel, nem csak igen és nem (illetve ki és be, vagy 1 és 0) értékekkel dolgoznak, hanem közbülső „valóságértékekkel” is, mint például 0,5 (féligmeddig), 0,2 (kicsit), 0,8 (eléggé)… Ezáltal az „életlen” (fuzzy) meghatározások (mint például az előbbiek) matematikailag kezelhetővé válnak.

Manapság a fuzzy logika illetve a fuzzy-control, tehát a fuzzy logikán alapuló irányítás, elsősorban gépek és robotok, háztartási készülékek irányításában talál alkalmazásra."

A rizsfőzőgép, a kamerafókusz, a japán mágneses vonat alkalmaz például ilyet.

Ezáltal lehet például az, hogy van egykimenetű(jobbra hideg, balra meleg, középen langyos) csapom a fürdővizet készítem és fogalmam sincs, hány fokos jó nekem: kinyitom a meleget, aztán a
hideget és addig állítgatom, amíg egyszercsak "pont jó".

Miért is érdekes ez?
Míg hagyományos logikával ezt körülményesebb megoldani, fuzzy logikával pofonegyszerű, csak definiálni kell egy tartományt, ami elérendő(itt a megfelelő hőmérsékletű víz), s azt, hogy oda hogy jutunk el, azaz a hideg csap és a meleg csap működését: ez hívják úgy, hogy szabálymátrix.

HA hőmérséklet nagyon hideg AKKOR csap sokat balra
HA hőmérséklet hideg AKKOR csap balra kicsit
HA hőmérséklet megfelelő AKKOR csap marad
HA hőmérséklet meleg AKKOR csap jobra
HA hőmérséklet nagyon meleg AKKOR csap sokat jobra

A szabálymátrix, mely szavakkal van meghatározva.

Igen komplex, összetett rendszereket lehet viszonylag könnyedén összehangolni a szabálymátrixokkal,

Magyar irodalom, akit tényleg érdekel:
http://users.iit.uni-miskolc.hu/~szkovacs/Research/SzdipPR.pdf

http://www.rit.bme.hu/letoltheto/szamszim/F_0/F_4.html#A%20fuzzy%20logika%20%C3%A9s%20a%20fuzzy%20szab%C3%A1lyoz%C3%A1s

http://users.iit.uni-miskolc.hu/~radai/MI/fuzzy.htm

Először 2000-ben találkoztam ezzel a területtel Tudás-alapú rendszerek tantárgyam során az egyetemen, kiselőadást is tartottam a Fuzzy logikából, majd tanulmányaim a Desteni.org által megosztott publikációkkal folytatván 2007-ben kezdtem megérteni mit is jelent ez az emberi elmére nézvén.

2008-ban tettem fel ezeket a videókat a Fuzzy logikáról Desteni perspektívával, angolul(első "animációim" egyike:

Fuzzy logic -- mimicing human systems: MATRIX 1/2

Fuzzy logic -- mimicing human systems: MATRIX 2/2

Miért is fontos ez? Mert az emberi elme hasonlóképpen modellezhető, megérthető:
Valójában véges számú szabálymátrix definiálja kik vagyunk, mit tapasztalunk, mi a valóságunk és mit tegyünk - még akkor is, ha nem vagyunk tudatában, hiszen ezek alkotják a tudattalant, tudatalattit is, aminek mindig egy szeletével vagyunk csak tudatában.

Itthoni példa: Magyarországon nagy divat a fajgyűlölet, mondjuk ki: fasizmus, nácizmus.

Mert valaki szinesbőrű, zaklatott családból való, a törvény határain mozog tetteivel: bizonyos emberekből kiváltják a gyűlöletet.
Ez színtiszta gyűlölet saját maguk fele, amit tapasztalnak: másokat hibáztatnak, nem látnak az orruknál tovább, bűnbakot keresnek és nem a korrupt gazdakokat találják meg(akiket sosem láttak), akikkel amúgy sem tudnak mit kezdeni, mert maga az őáltaluk írt törvény védi őket - inkább azok felé engedik ki dühüket, csalódottságukat, veszteségüket, hogy nem lettek sikeresek, gazdagok, se boldogok, se szépek.
A kissebség eleve egy áldozat és persze van köztük bűnöző és rosszindulatú, akik sosem kaptak RENDES képzést(NEM az iskolára, az egyetemre gondolok, az ugyanúgy a rendszer agymosodája, ahol az ember behódol a normáknak, hogy megkapja a pénzt, a sikert, a csillogást általában önérdekből).

A fajgyűlölet szó megállja itt a helyét, mivel saját faját gyűlöli, önmagát mégsem tudja, mert valójában fel sem fogja, nem is tapasztalja önmaga belső lényét, valójában egy rendesen kikupálódott fuzzy logikán alapuló, szavakkal programozott szerves robot, mely egyetlen dolgot tud, a belső rosszt kívül keresvén puszítaná.

Nos, ezzel a példával itthon könnyű ismerkedni, személyes tapasztalatom szerint a vidéki emberek legalább fele náci, akiket bizonyos országokban ezért már megrovásban részesítenének, amit nem mondok, hogy jó, sem azt, hogy rossz.

Ezért kedvelem a TÉNYeket, az van, az stabil, az konzekvens, nem kell hozzá vélemény, s ha van is: nem számít, attól tény.

TÉNYeket nem figyelembe venni kell, hogy valami belül történjen, amit figyelembe veszünk helyettük, fontosabbnak tűnve az, amit ÉRZÜNK, mint amit TAPASZTALUNK.

Ehhez kell az őszinteség: mi az, ami belül van nekem, amit tapasztalok, megélek és nem a valóság tényein alapszik?

Nem is beszélvén a tapasztalat is csak tapasztalat, jön, van egy darabig, aztán már nincs. Nem úgy, mint a fizikai valóság, amely nevezhető ténynek, s aki jön a tudati erőkkel, az objektív valóság hiányával, vagy az atomban lévő üres térrel: ajánlom a villamost figyelmébe: az fizikai valóság, azzal vitatkozzon, mikor 60-al jön szembe.

Az emberi szavak fontosságát nem kell kiemelnem, nyilvánvaló a szókincs és a méltóságteljes élet közötti összefüggés,
(szókincsről:
http://hu.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sz%C3%B3kincsm%C3%A9retek_%C3%B6sszehasonl%C3%ADt%C3%B3_list%C3%A1ja

Ez angolul van, de igen kritikus megérteni:
The Early Catastrophe
http://www.aft.org/pdfs/americaneducator/spring2003/TheEarlyCatastrophe.pdf

Mennyire befolyásolják a gyerekek sikerességét a szókincs, azok használata, mennyire számít az első pár éve, a család, a szülők viszonya a szavakhoz és azokon keresztül történő valóságértelmezés. Érdemes lenne magyarra fordítani.
Három csoportra osztották a gyerekeket, a professzionális(mérnök például), a munkás(gyári dolgozó), a gazdag.
Csoporttól függetlenül feltűnt, hogy a gyerekek gyakorlatilag a szüleik szókincsét veszik át, s ez alapján "kezdenek" a világban, rendszerben és mennyire egyenlőtlen, hogy hány szót fognak fel és alkalmaznak a valóságuk értelmezésére, abban történő interakciójukra, s ez sokkal erősebben meghatározza a jövőjét az embernek, mint korábban képzelték, s, hogy a "háború a szegénység ellen" miért és nem volt sikeres pusztán pár alapítvány és anyagi jótékonykodás miatt, pusztán ideiglenes sebtapaszként szolgáltak. Roppant érdekes.

Amikor nem értek egy szót, egy szókapcsolatot: az agyam kihagyja, esetleg feltűnik, hogy van valami, amit nem értek, de az ember arra lett tanítva, a tanulás az, amit az iskolában gyaláznak velünk, s amint végetér, "szabadok" vagyunk és nem KELL többet tanulni, mintha az szörnyű lenne. Nos, ha a két lábon járó könyvtárrá válás és temérdek definíció, halott emberek gondolatfolyamatai és konklúziói, tanáraink személyes paranoiáikkal és önérdekeikkel fűszerezvén az, amit vissza kellett mondjunk, hogy normális munkát, fizetést és megélhetést "érdemeljünk ki" az úgynevezett tanulás, akkor ez érthető miért nem túl kedves dolog.

Visszatérvén kis fuzzy szabálymátrix példámra, melyben a srác utálja a kissebséget:

Ha kissebségit látok, akkor dühös leszek.
Ha kissebségi boldog, gazdag, szép, akkor nagyon dühös leszek.
Ha egy kissebségi mond nekem valamit és én nem tudok mit rá mondani, ami mindenki hasznára válik, akkor aggresszívvá válok.

Ha valaki megkérdezi, miért utálom a kissebséget, akkor elmondom saját tapasztalataim, hogy is jutottam arra, hogy a káromat nekik tulajdonítom.
Ha valaki azt mondja, minden ember egyenlő, akkor azt mondom, ezek a rendszer piócái, mert a dolgozó emberek államnak adott pénzéből csinált segélyen élnek, hiába dolgozok keményen, őket tartom el és ez nem fer.
Ha valaki azt mondja, hogy a gyerekek nem tehetnek semmiről, hova születnek, akkor azt mondom, azok is már eleve romlottak, mert a tapasztalatom, hogy ők is úgyis olyanok lesznek, mint a szülei, szóval őket is utálom.

Ez egy tipikus náci agyában esetleg fellelhető. Nincs bajom velük, eleve kissé németes és kékszemű, irtó fehérbőrű a megjelenésem, engem sosem ért ilyen atrocitás, ám már gyerekkoromban feltűnt, ez egy felkapott agyrém, a valamiben mást, különbözőt, az ismeretlent félni, kirekeszteni, hibáztatni, próbálni elnyomni, elpusztítani, s mindezt olyan belső definíciók, szabályok alapján, amiket az ember elfogad és megenged, mert arra jutott, ezt kell tennie. Ezt akárki elfogadja, felelős érte. Tehát.

Ezek azok a fuzzy szabályok, melyek akkor jönnek fel, amikor az életében nem talál békére, boldogságra, netalán tán beakadt valami paranoiába, ami szintén csak pár fuzzy szabálymátrix egymásbahurkolása.

(A fuzzy szó itt pusztán, mint referencia szerepel kis modellünkre, amit hogy-hogy nem az egyetemen, mint "mesterséges intelligencia" tárgyban tanultam először.)

Ráadásul ezeket a szavakat ahogy gondoljuk, érezzük, hogy reagálunk rájuk - energia - egyfajta finom elektromosság, erről nem sokat tanítanak, de szinte mindenkinek nyilvánvaló, mikor energikus, mikor nem - s ez az energia aztán szintén fuzzy szabályokhoz van kötve, például:

Ha dühös vagyok, akkor mást okolok érte, aki monjduk a jelenlétemben van.
Ha túlfeszít az energia, kényelmetlenségemben környezetem hibáztatom.

Van aki más:

Ha dühös vagyok, magamat utálom, befordulok és csak otthon fekszem naphosszat.
Ha tehetetlenséget érzek, akkor nem cselekszem, hanem megrekedek és csak várok, mikor lesz jobb.

Ezek persze nem így vannak az ember fejében, de valójában ezt jelenti és ezt is teszi.

Valójában ilyesmi lehet:

Munka után, mikor fáradtan hazamegyek, alig van erőm ébren maradni és látom, hogy az új szomszéd nem dolgozik, egész nap otthon van és egész kokerók, ráadásul mercédeszük van nekem meg opel.
Amikor hallottam, hogy a haveromtól egy kissebségi lopott, tudtam, vagy egyéni esetnek nézem és úgy kezelem, vagy félek attól, félreismerek egy olyat, úgyhogy inkább "önvédelemből" azt gondolom, arra jutok, hogy mindegyik tolvaj, ezért még meglakol mind!

Egyetlen egy ilyen belső reakció-szabály aktiváció egy külön ön-nyomozást igényel ön-őszinteségben, ön-megbocsátással, hogy az illető ráébredjen a saját felelősségére, hogy:
-valójában csak önmaga felelős, hogy is definiálja, látja, reagál a tényekre
-az, hogy milyen munkája van, mennyit keres és hogy érzi magát attól, az is a saját felelőssége
-minden harag mindig önmagunkra irányul elsősorban, legfeljebb automatikusan projektáljuk másra valami fuzzy szabály által

Ez a példa talán nyilvánvaló, ezzel egy következő írásban foglalkozom: Önmegbocsátás, fajgyűlölet, mert a magyar tudatnak ez elkél.

Itt viszont folytatván az önmegbocsátás lényegével:

Megbocsátom magamnak, hogy elfogadtam és megengedtem magamnak, hogy jogot, hatalmat adjak feltételeknek, definícióknak, szabályoknak arra, hogy autómatikusan, szinte öntudatomon kívül megmondják, sugallják, irányítsák, ki vagyok a pillanatban, bármelyik pillanatban.

Mert az, hogy mondjuk három skinhead szétverte a részeg haverom 1999-ben(igaz), mert pánkosan volt öltözve: elmúlt.

Holott definiálhatnám magam, hogy mert félek egyedül pánkosan öltözvén bizonyos városban bizonyos részen mászkálni, amerre skinheadekbe botlok, akik olyan szerves robotok, akik programja pánkok, kissebség verése.
Definiálhatnám személyes tapasztalatomból, hogy a barátom pofája meg lett csapatva, akit sajnáltam, de hatalmam nem volt, hogy legközelebb megelőzhessem vagy merszem, hogy kiálljak érte - ezért a körülményt felületesen nézvén elítélhetném azokat az arcokat és utálhatnám őket, sőt DEFINIÁLHATNÁM magam úgy, hogy "utálom a skinheadeket".

Vagy például pont ott, ahol ez történt, Debrecenben, sok a "cívispolgár", ami nekem szimplán definíció volt arra, hogy "bajszos köcsög paraszt", mert jópárral találkoztam - holott az egész helyet, magam, bajuszos embereket úgy definiálni kissé túl általánosító - holott mondjuk még ha többszégében "be is jön", akkor is esetleg lemaradok egy-két bajszos emberről, aki amúgy teljesen rendben van, csak történetesen bajszos, mégsem "köcsög".

Ezért ez a definícióm megvolt, ezt végülis tudtam, ám ha bajszos ember közelített meg, hirtelen történt, nem volt idő gondolkozni, emlékeken, definíciókon morfondírozni - pusztán zavart lettem, hogy is reagáljak, mit is mondjak, vajon bunkó lesz? Vajon tévedek? A jelenből kiestem, reagáltam, definícióim magukkal rántottak. Ezt én nagyon nem kedvelem, a jelen, a tiszta, üres pillanat elengedhetetlen, hogy befogadhassam a valóságot, másokat, azt, ami ITT van.

Mi ennek az oka, kérdem én, hogy így definiáltam, hogy "bajszosak köcsögök", vagy "szkinhedek állatok" - kérdezem én, magamtól, évekkel ezelőtt a tapasztalataimból eredve definiáltam, SŐT:

Megfigyeltem, hogy hajlamom van a pillanat teljes folyton jelenlétének belső ürességéből kiesésre, ezért eleve elfogadtam, hogy hát én ilyen vagyok, kissé suta szociálisan, "nem az erősségem a kommunikáció".
Aztán ez definiícióm lett, beépült a szabálymátrixba, s a szavak a valóság építőkövei, így lettem introvertált kissrác.

Ez egy kötés, egy varázslat, egy "spell", mely fogva tart, a törpök élete nem csak játék és mese, a szavak komoly hatalmat jelentenek, elég csak megnézni, egy politikus képes egy országot irányítani egy mikrofonnal!

Az "igazságügyi" minisztérium végtelennek tetsző irattáraiban számtalan aláírt, gondosan megfogalmazott dokumentumai alkotják a társadalmunk alappilléreit, civilizációnk szavakkal szőtt rendszere az egyének szavakba vetett hite, ereje, azokkal való kapcsolata és definíciója határozza meg magukat a határokat, amik által lekorlátozzuk magunkat és lehetőségeinket.

Ezért a forgatókönyv a filmben, a bemondó a tévében a jegyzeteivel, a szerződések, a törvénykönyvek:

Ezek mind egységben és egyenlőségben tartják fenn az emberi külső rendszert azzal kapcsolatban, ahogy az egyén belső énképe, személyisége, karaktere ugyanúgy tartalmazza ezeket a szavakon alapuló szabályokat, kapcsolatokat, rendszereket, s a kettő egy és egyenlő.

Ezért nem érdemes nekimenni a rendszernek molotov koktéllal, akár tankkal is - mert közben a belső rendszert észre sem vesszük, fel sem fogjuk, holott AZáltal teremtődött körénk és saját belső képünkre formálódván maga a kormány, a rendszer, ami ellen öklünk rázzuk.

Ezért nem képes a rendszer, mint kormány, mint személyiség valójában támogatni az egyént, mert ugyanúgy elbaszott, ugyanazon az alapelven teremtődött és egy és egyenlő vele, mint saját maga - ez a szimbiótikus kölcsönös dinamizmus önmagától a kiegyensűlyozásra, a fenntartásra törekszik, ezért nem lehet a globális rendszert anélkül vizsgálni, hogy pontosan, a legapróbb részletekig megértenénk mind a külső, mind a belső valóságunk alappilléreit: a szavakat.

Az önmegbocsátás egy megértési folyamat, egy képesség, egy eszköz, amellyel a valóság teljes mértékben kiismerhető, a határt mindig csak önnös önmagunk korlátai szabják, ezért van mit megbocsátani, a sok definíciót elbocsátani, új pillanatot magunknak bocsátani.

Nyilvánvaló, hogy az intézményesített vallás is a külső rendszer, az agybaszás része: ezt a hatalmat, ami az ő szótárukban úgy van, mint isten - elragadja, kivetíti és megtagadja az egyéntől: megbocsátás.

Más megbocsát nekem, s akkor mi van? Isten megbocsát majd nekem? Attól én még ugyanolyan maradok belül, teljesen értelmetlen.

Ám ha én bocsátom meg magamnak az én korlátaim, akkor én avatom be magam, én teszek szert hatalomra, én magam megértem önmagam teremtését, megváltoztatom önnös önmagam teremtményét, ezáltal magát a teremtést változtatom: ez az isteni erő, mi a szavakban és őszinteségben magunkkal rejlik, ez a hatalom, melyet titkos társaságok, vezetői gyűlések, vérvonalak, érdekcsoportok sem látnak át rendesen, pusztán a részleteit, amit aztán rituálék, vallások, nonszensz filozófiák és keleti, déli, északi és nyugati handabandákba próbálnak belevetíteni, holott azok azt se tudják, mit beszélnek - szavuk ereje gyengébb, mint egy gyertyaláng, pusztán az saját korlátaikkal tudják mások korlátait stimulálni, de valódi, a globális rendszerre vonatkozó igazi megértést, hatalmat, gyakorlati utat, megoldást egyikük sem tud felkínálni.

Ezért a szavak, az írás, ez az igazi alkímia, amikor eggyé és egyenlővé válok a szóval, amit írok, mondok, teszek: nincs elkülönülés, nincs rárakott definíció, közvetlenül a valóság: ez az Élő Szó, amivé az Önmegbocsátás sokévnyi folyamata során az ember eljuthat és ez az út teljesen nyilvánvaló, egyszerű, bár időnként roppant intenzív, fájdalmas, amikor realizáljuk, milyen szinten vagyunk felelőssek önmagunk és mások korlátainak, szenvedéseinek folyamatos fenntartásáért.

Természetesen tudatosodás, valódi hatalom önmagunk és környezetünk felett egyre nagyobb mértékű felelősséggel jár, ahogy Gurdjieff is említette, amint az ember ráébred önmaga automatizmusára, már felelőssé válik tetteiért, többé már nem egy gép, s ami igazán a teszt, a valódi munka: beszippant-e az önnös önérdek, a szórakoztatás, harácsolás és folyamatos rövidtávú kielégülések tapasztalásában való valóságkép sorozata, vagy az egyén képes másokat is figyelembe venni és megérteni az Egyenlőség, Testvériség, a Mindenki számára TÉNYként tapasztalható Fizikai Szeretet, Gondoskodás jelenlegi hiánya, s az "add másoknak, amit magadnak is szeretnél kapni" alapelv feltétel nélküli alkalmazása.

Ezzel elérkeztünk a teremtő, teremtés, teremtett egyesítésének momentumához, amiként is már nem pusztán egyénekről, de azok közös, kölcsönös tudatosodási folyamatáról az egészhez képest és azáltal megváltoztatni a jelenlegi rendszert lépésről lépésre egy olyan világ fele, amelyben mindenki megtapasztalhatja a boldog gyerekkort, hát nem mindannyian erre vágyunk?
S a jelenlegi gyerekek nagyrésze csak agymosást, korlátot, bántalmazást és elnyomást kap, ami velük szemben, mint akikkel is, mint mindennel és mindenkivel: egyek és egyenlőek vagyunk, mint a teremtés maga.

Ez legyen az iránytűd zűrös viharokban, "Mi a legjobb mindenkinek?" alapelv a gyakorlatban s meglátod perspektívád, stabilitásod, önbizalmad, önerőd gyarapodik minden egyes saját magaddal őszinte gondolattalan cselekvő lélegzettel!

Power

Here is the power. All people are searching for power and not realising the fact that the only power what exists is the "HERE". Being here. Simply by who we are: we are here. Simply. I am here. And we did not wanted to be here. We did not wanted to be here with/within ourselves. So we accepted and allowed this desire to not wanting to be here infinitely as ourselves ALWAYS HERE. But it is impossible. We are here. As self. As life.
Strange... We come one. We are one. We are one here. Who we are? We are here. What we have became: it is here as ourselves. No separation. All separation is illusion by the mind of manifested dishonesty as illusion: "I am not here". But in fact yes.
When I was in countryside with my ex, and with the baby, we came back from the forest/river, on the street a little boy came along with bicicle and he looked funny and just came front of me and stopped. And after he did it again..and after some moments we went into a shop and I heard this song was in radio: We come ONE. This means much within me as we come one as here. As life.

And after buying some stuffs, we came out, and the boy came straight to me with his bicicle and with a calendary book and he opened on a specific page and showed to me a picture: a tank from army. And I was like: we come one. One. One. Only one. And before this, especially when I was on somekind of psychedelics, I definied theese kind of moments as: grotesque, bizarre, strange. But not anymore. No need to define what was that. That was simply: everything is here.

So this power means reality. Power determines reality. But power is just also separation. Belief. As some believe that does not have power - comparing to others. By separation of something - knowledge or anything. And this power is here. This power we are but we decided to not face.

I watched some videos about youtube channel of Nemesis as "djhives", especially this: Silent weapons. All of the six parts are important. Also related to Noein about the orouboros. Interesting. As there are not so much 'law' in this reality but those are valid for everything - especially oneness and equality - and even this is the only one what is the 'ultimate' as no need more by common sense. We are always one and equal with everything as ourselves. So djhives shares some technique how about the elite built up the society to control the masses. And interesting to see how he hates the 'sheeples', how he separate himself from the masses, and how he builds up this hate for the greedy and ignorant people - and very cool to embrace him as me as I have the nature of this but in truth that is my nature what I do not like so that's why I judged peole before. And something is yet not totally clear but getting more simple, more straight: when people are stating out bullshit, about who and what I am in and as the moment, as I do not 'feel' that I need to correct people, but in fact many times with my presence I accept and allow this by not speaking up because of....
And this is also can be not me as simply fear about what would happen when I open my mouth.
Because now it is clear that: if I open my mouth, I can not predict what will I say, and there is only 1 way to embrace it to trust in me unconditionally as the starting point of oneness and equality as all life as me as one as equal here and being self-honesty and self-forgiveness.
No other chance to be moment as the moment is to embrace self as unpredictable, totally moment, and always be very specific. And that's why if I am me as myself, if I am one and equal with the situation what I am in/on and like that I am the expression of me specificly, here, now, and no more separation. And by this I am the directive principle. I am the pure expression of life what influences.

Now I am becoming responsibility - response--ability. I was fearful of taking responsibility. Because I was fearful of facing myself on theese transcendence points of influencing the world.
But now I understand I see and I start to direct my life. That I am responsible. And it is very sad yes very very from a strange perspective: sad but as I write it down: I see - it is not sad. The sadness is just that part of me what does not want to face with myself as the world as one and equal and now is inevitable. The inevitability is sad until is not done, until it is not understood, experienced, embraced. Simply like with the fear: I am not fear. I am not sadness. That's why I can forgive myself and actually I DO forgive myself that have I allowed and accepted myself to define self-facing is sad.
And as I write it down, I am this. And all is self. What if the subject of the sadness is not self ? But if it is not my-self, then why I should be sad? That would mean that I regret something to loose what is not me. Actually that is just self-deception. Why should I deceive myself, when I am always me, when I am always here - no matter what W-here. So why should I wait, why should I hide?