Most in my life I avoided politics, pre-defined it as not cool.
Walking Desteni I Process have assisted me to be able to study many areas within human systems, not only my past, my mind, my self-dishonesty but external systems as well.
There are great sources from one can start un-learn the pre-programmed bullshit from media, family and break the fear and start changing - and really learning how the systems what rule humanity actually work.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that political vote is a power what is being used for political forces around the globe but these political forces do not stand for all life equally.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and hope that the system stands and works for me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe or perceive that I have human rights which is maintaned by anything.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that human right does not exist until anyone is being disregarded, rejected, killed in the name of anything, especially anyone else's human right.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that I was simply lucky for birthing in a system within a family who had money, could maintain the poverty line and in fact many are unlucky for birthing in a situation wherein there is no any support, no food, no money.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that the political system is creating/allowing other systems on earth which disregard life, abuse life, destroy life in the name of itself such as economy, military, media.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that using or not using my One Man - One Vote is all my political Right I can have within the current system.
I forgive myself that I have never realized that I had judments about politics and based on those judments I missed what politics is really and did not see how and why I judged it automatically without understanding myself or the political system itself, only experiencing my own self-judgments towards politics.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that politics is an other manifestation of human existence on earth and separating myself from it, denying it or ignoring it does not exclude me from it's manifestations.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame politics, political systems for being responsible for my- and other-s suffering.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that as politics is being used for voting for parties which do not stand for life, there could be political force what stands for life, all life equally.
I forgive myself that I have never ever realized the common sense to have a political force, party which can stand, stands and will stand for all life equally and will not be mesmerized, obsessed or stimulated by consciousness systems but always prioritizing first physical facts.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that within my mind as I grasp, define, think, react, energize, feel and become emotional - then I am not here, I am of the energetic mind, which can not be trusted as it is just an experience what do not lasts.
I forgive myself that I have never considered what practically means to be able to support political forces which can and do stand and act for all life.
I forgive myself that I have never considered that my judgments towards politics, definitions, thoughts, reactions, emotions - are my creations and I can stop those by being self-honest and see the reason and forgive myself.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that politics is also a point what exists here as myself equally.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear from going to politics because of the immerse corruption which I feared from being influenced, fear of falling, fear of loss, fear of fear.
I forgive myself that I have never considered that knowing myself means I know what are my strengths and weaknesses and within seeing that I can prepare myself to stand and decide to stand unconditionally for all life.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that re-birthing politics as Life do require physical action, group-participation and practical application and by judging the current politics and waiting it for change will not solve anything so unless I do not move myself personally here - it will not become Life.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that any personal, spiritual, human development is absolutely useless and invalid if the person is unable to grasp the most practical common sense possible solutions, which would be the end of poverty, starvation, war, slavery, sexual- and child abuse. Until one is unable to face these things in a practical mannerism - is still walking only personal process, not interpersonal, not universal.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that it is imperative to develop a clear mind, a trust-able self and a consistent presence.
Otherwise one is facing memories, thoughts, not 'here'-ing what is going on directly.
I forgive myself that I have never considered politics, political forces as a solution for all before because being constantly busy, occupied within my head, mind with thoughts, feelings, emotions.
to be continued...